goodbyes are always hard...
this journal is closed.
i'm sorry to all of you. all i did was take up space on your pages and bore you with entries that were.. empty, uneventful, and just pointless. on my other journal i talk about things i did on weekends, school, guys, and other random things that happen for people that i know but i needed somewhere for my personal things. i have very wonderful friends that i love very much, but there are some things i don't talk about with my friends. things that i'm a bit embarrassed about. things that i wanted to keep so myself. so i opened this journal. but i wanted some people to know what i was going through, and things that i thought about so that maybe i could get some support from them, and make some good personal friends &other such things. my plan failed. i didn't write things that i needed to write. i didn't make the friends i needed. it was all just a failure. don't take that the wrong way, you all are very interesting people and i enjoy reading your journals, but i don't know any of you on a personal level.
i think that i will also be closing my other journal. i don't update it as much as i used to and it just seems like a hassle to keep up with it. but if any of you would like the link to it (it is 99.9% public), or to be added, let me know and i will gladly give it to you/do so. or if any of you want my screen name, its philophobiaxo. i won't be keeping it long though, so get this one now.
good-bye all. it was nice knowing you. i love you all.
i'm sorry to all of you. all i did was take up space on your pages and bore you with entries that were.. empty, uneventful, and just pointless. on my other journal i talk about things i did on weekends, school, guys, and other random things that happen for people that i know but i needed somewhere for my personal things. i have very wonderful friends that i love very much, but there are some things i don't talk about with my friends. things that i'm a bit embarrassed about. things that i wanted to keep so myself. so i opened this journal. but i wanted some people to know what i was going through, and things that i thought about so that maybe i could get some support from them, and make some good personal friends &other such things. my plan failed. i didn't write things that i needed to write. i didn't make the friends i needed. it was all just a failure. don't take that the wrong way, you all are very interesting people and i enjoy reading your journals, but i don't know any of you on a personal level.
i think that i will also be closing my other journal. i don't update it as much as i used to and it just seems like a hassle to keep up with it. but if any of you would like the link to it (it is 99.9% public), or to be added, let me know and i will gladly give it to you/do so. or if any of you want my screen name, its philophobiaxo. i won't be keeping it long though, so get this one now.
good-bye all. it was nice knowing you. i love you all.