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It’s been months since I’ve called any of them or let them know where I am or how I’m doin’ or whatever. I mean things have been better since my “resurrection” and “reunion”. What’s sad is I just did the quote sign in my own mind. But point is, we went from my being very mentally unstable and killin’ off criminals left and right while covering my tracks, to my playing hero. Well there was that fun stop in Arkham. But point was I did as much as a 180 as someone can. And with me taking on the name Red Robin... I feel like shit sayin’ this but I felt like I was playing like something I’m not. Like Popeye says “I ams what I ams.”. Not that I think I’m some sicko named Red Hood, but I felt like I was wearing someone else’s clothes. So I guess I wanted to be sure what and who I am before trying to impress or leave a good impression on those that I call my friends and family.
I’m not askin’ for direction. I’m lookin’ for direction. To see where I’m supposed to go. And I sure as hell don’t wanna bring anyone down with me. I’m gonna give them a call. Someone. But I think one of the hardest things to do is talk with your family. Shit. Picked a good time to try and cut back my drinkin’. Pity party pity party boo hoo! Blah.
I’m not askin’ for direction. I’m lookin’ for direction. To see where I’m supposed to go. And I sure as hell don’t wanna bring anyone down with me. I’m gonna give them a call. Someone. But I think one of the hardest things to do is talk with your family. Shit. Picked a good time to try and cut back my drinkin’. Pity party pity party boo hoo! Blah.