The Final Battle and its spoils

May 11, 2004 01:37

That last night of Les Mis was a night indeed. I'll miss people I'll likely never speak to again. Maybe I will at that cast party of theirs. But it kind of bothered me to have to say "have a nice life" to some of them because it was likely I wouldn't see them again. I signed flags and shirts, and maybe I'll stay in contact with a few of them. But that was that. On the positive side, I don't have to regret not being in the cast as I had for some time. I hope to find where else they're doing Les Mis.

I really fucked things up today, I'm on a later cycle than usual now.

My day was very uninteresting. A Monday like any other, Les Mis lyrics of the day. "Eponine, find her for me, discover where she is. But careful how you go, don't let her father know. Eponine, I'm lost until she's found!" Sung a number of times, for a number of people. Always good.

I went to math review for the sake of doing something after school. I know the distance crap, when I sat down I was just shouting out random things. But there came a point where I had to correct the teacher on bad math. Gotta love that.

I had a talk with Javinia on the way home, it was really cool. I have hopes that she doesn't think I have no values and I'm not in a Phil kind of category but who knows. Good talkin' though.

Things just haven't been normal lately. You can read that. I've just been all over the place and I know the apology I gave in advance some time ago, you could look for it, doesn't mean crap now, but I'm sorry for all I'm causing. I knew it wouldn't go well, but what does, when it concerns me thinking?

I'm just another story, adding to the book. But there's not much I can do about that. Not much I can do about anything... I've fallen so far.

Really late conversation with Leah tonight, and while she has her one-track mind, it was a really mundane and fun conversation I needed and enjoyed.

I'm not feeling too great, physically anyway. Allergies are getting to me and I hate being congested.

I need to do work. I'm so ridiculously behind on English, Math, and Italian. Social Studies too but for the most part, I've given up on that. Yeah, I'm pretty behind in almost every subject.

How fitting... no stars out tonight, it's raining instead.
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