Strain and Unfulfillment
"The summers die one by one, how soon they fly on and on, and I am old and will be gone..."
It's been... some day. Not really. I slept late, went to Silver Star for breakfast and studying, studied things in school, took the AP exam, did okay I guess, went to Poseidon and provided the usual minimal assistance, which is all I can really do. That's all I have to say about that part of my day.
Les Mis is fun and rather uplifting. I hope they can figure something out about their Valjean, Kyle being late and all. The other Kyle. "I could be Valjean! Just kidding." Yeah, Jeff and I are planning on being Marius and Valjean. And since they have two people to play Marius after the last guy was let go, we're just going to split Valjean. Yeeah. The cast is still really cool, I plan on enjoying the time I have left to associate with them.
I came home and watched The OC finale that my mom taped and it really hit me. That show usually does, in ways only I make the connection. It put me in the mood for this song.
There is nothing to be done about my current state, and I hate to say that it won't change, but I don't think it will. I hope to keep my general mood from being affected but I am what I am and what I am is sunk. That's just what those things are.
And so I leave you with this...
"I am reaching, but I fall- and the stars are black and cold, as I stare into the void, to a world that cannot hold..."
It's been... some day. Not really. I slept late, went to Silver Star for breakfast and studying, studied things in school, took the AP exam, did okay I guess, went to Poseidon and provided the usual minimal assistance, which is all I can really do. That's all I have to say about that part of my day.
Les Mis is fun and rather uplifting. I hope they can figure something out about their Valjean, Kyle being late and all. The other Kyle. "I could be Valjean! Just kidding." Yeah, Jeff and I are planning on being Marius and Valjean. And since they have two people to play Marius after the last guy was let go, we're just going to split Valjean. Yeeah. The cast is still really cool, I plan on enjoying the time I have left to associate with them.
I came home and watched The OC finale that my mom taped and it really hit me. That show usually does, in ways only I make the connection. It put me in the mood for this song.
There is nothing to be done about my current state, and I hate to say that it won't change, but I don't think it will. I hope to keep my general mood from being affected but I am what I am and what I am is sunk. That's just what those things are.
And so I leave you with this...
"I am reaching, but I fall- and the stars are black and cold, as I stare into the void, to a world that cannot hold..."