"Tomorrow is the judgment day..."
"If I speak I am condemned, if I stay silent I am damned."
The other night I didn't get much sleep, but I got things done, so I suppose that was good. Yesterday, during school, things just didn't feel right. Faces of people I thought I knew brushed me by like traces of wind. And so it has been, the trickery of the wind, as I realized I haven't known them for awhile. And there were those I know haven't been tricks, and I just don't know what was happening.
It was a bit of a downside of the day but overall, the day wasn't bad. Review and Poseidon after were better. I put them together because pick them apart and I couldn't say much positive about review.
Last night, I was half-asleep, dad came in and told me about how I'd better not fuck up this AP test (and my parents don't often curse, I might add) and I think he asked me if I needed coffee or iced tea or anything. I got up again to feel a cold Snapple against my hand. He went out to get me a Snapple so I could study. That and he offered me to stay home today to study. I wasn't going to take him up on that.
This morning my mom came down to talk to me before I left for school. She basically discouraged me from going to school, stressing how lacking I was in confidence when it came to this test.
I wonder now if this idea was the best, with what I'm missing in school. I got a lot of sleep, woke up around noon, and went out with my dad to eat thus far. I'm heading out to the library now to study, no distractions today.
Will this make a difference at all, though? Is there hope yet? Maybe. I need a lot of luck.
Later.
The other night I didn't get much sleep, but I got things done, so I suppose that was good. Yesterday, during school, things just didn't feel right. Faces of people I thought I knew brushed me by like traces of wind. And so it has been, the trickery of the wind, as I realized I haven't known them for awhile. And there were those I know haven't been tricks, and I just don't know what was happening.
It was a bit of a downside of the day but overall, the day wasn't bad. Review and Poseidon after were better. I put them together because pick them apart and I couldn't say much positive about review.
Last night, I was half-asleep, dad came in and told me about how I'd better not fuck up this AP test (and my parents don't often curse, I might add) and I think he asked me if I needed coffee or iced tea or anything. I got up again to feel a cold Snapple against my hand. He went out to get me a Snapple so I could study. That and he offered me to stay home today to study. I wasn't going to take him up on that.
This morning my mom came down to talk to me before I left for school. She basically discouraged me from going to school, stressing how lacking I was in confidence when it came to this test.
I wonder now if this idea was the best, with what I'm missing in school. I got a lot of sleep, woke up around noon, and went out with my dad to eat thus far. I'm heading out to the library now to study, no distractions today.
Will this make a difference at all, though? Is there hope yet? Maybe. I need a lot of luck.
Later.