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... its warmer where you're waiting, it feels more like july,
there's pillows in their cases, and one of those is mine,
and you wrote the words "i love you" and sprayed it with perfume,
its better than the fire is to heat this lonely room...
that right there is the kind of relationship that i want.
it just seems like a silly little thing, something unrealistic.
do i give up the dream and just settle for what is and what isnt? Do i keep believing that there is someone out there that will fit this discription to the t, and miss out on something else?
this is the never ending battle. on one side there is throwing yourself into the unknown and just see what is in store for you there, or you sit and wait for mrs perfect to walk into your life with such grace that it just sweeps you off your feet. am i expecting to get blown away? do i really know what being blown away is going to be like? or will i keep telling myself that every girl that shows any remote interest in me is the girl thats going to sweep me off my feet so i keep misreading everything and just build up this ridiculous story that hits me like a ton of bricks when i act on it?
as for now, i cant convince myself that there is any reason to jump into something that isnt going to be exactly what i want. so i'll just sit on my hands and wait... and wait... and wait...
there's pillows in their cases, and one of those is mine,
and you wrote the words "i love you" and sprayed it with perfume,
its better than the fire is to heat this lonely room...
that right there is the kind of relationship that i want.
it just seems like a silly little thing, something unrealistic.
do i give up the dream and just settle for what is and what isnt? Do i keep believing that there is someone out there that will fit this discription to the t, and miss out on something else?
this is the never ending battle. on one side there is throwing yourself into the unknown and just see what is in store for you there, or you sit and wait for mrs perfect to walk into your life with such grace that it just sweeps you off your feet. am i expecting to get blown away? do i really know what being blown away is going to be like? or will i keep telling myself that every girl that shows any remote interest in me is the girl thats going to sweep me off my feet so i keep misreading everything and just build up this ridiculous story that hits me like a ton of bricks when i act on it?
as for now, i cant convince myself that there is any reason to jump into something that isnt going to be exactly what i want. so i'll just sit on my hands and wait... and wait... and wait...