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so apparently i got hott...
when did that happen? why wasnt i informed? it seems as though in the last weeks or so, i've turned into this.... hott thing... weird...
for so long i was just the looser(sp?) in the corner, but now im noticing girls that i had long since dreamed about dating now letting their glances stay a bit too long....(not really, but it might happen soon!)( its mostly just cute girls that i've seen around....hehe)
this is totally messed up. this isnt the same world i knew in august. maybe its me. maybe i've learned to enjoy change. maybe i've learned to give everything a chance. maybe i've learned to be outgoing, even for the stupidest crap. maybe i've realized that i need to stop letting life pass me by, and to do what i feel makes me happy, even if it means not giving people EXACTLY what they want ALL THE TIME, like i had been doing.
doing things for others makes me feel good. but doing what i want, makes me happy. and usually, one is the other, but for too long, it had to be the other.
(holy crap that was totally deep)
when did that happen? why wasnt i informed? it seems as though in the last weeks or so, i've turned into this.... hott thing... weird...
for so long i was just the looser(sp?) in the corner, but now im noticing girls that i had long since dreamed about dating now letting their glances stay a bit too long....(not really, but it might happen soon!)( its mostly just cute girls that i've seen around....hehe)
this is totally messed up. this isnt the same world i knew in august. maybe its me. maybe i've learned to enjoy change. maybe i've learned to give everything a chance. maybe i've learned to be outgoing, even for the stupidest crap. maybe i've realized that i need to stop letting life pass me by, and to do what i feel makes me happy, even if it means not giving people EXACTLY what they want ALL THE TIME, like i had been doing.
doing things for others makes me feel good. but doing what i want, makes me happy. and usually, one is the other, but for too long, it had to be the other.
(holy crap that was totally deep)