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[last_day_living]

keeps passing through my mind,
why should i keep on trying,
no matter how much i put in nothing ever returns,
just want someone to hold me close,
but not lie and say everything will work out,
there just one of me and one of you,
what can i say but i tryed to show you,
what i am really about,
but i guess what ever it takes to make you feel good,
i woke up knowing its over,
friends and love is fleeting,
but dont think you wount be missed.

the worst is over

starting two savings acounts one for tattoos and one for europe.
i have been working 40 hours it feels good