Pretty and Lame- What more would you want in a woman....
You ever get that feeling that you are good enough even though the person judging is not even worth your time..... They aren't worthy of judging you, but then you look at the references and you think SHIT I was soooo wrong and Im no where near good enough for this..... well I do. I know that feeling oh too well, and it is very annoying. What sucks is that I should be moving on and not worrying about this doucher but instead I'm stuck. Well I was stuck, I'm making a few moves and getting a little loose, maybe b/c I've been alone for a few days, but once he middle of the week comes and we see each other again I will get caught up in this endless web of deception. YES a web of deception- must be his specialty. You would think such a sweet innocent person like him would never be out to deceive, and I know it is not his intent, but it is hard to be true when you are so confused yourself that you don;t really know what you want or how you want it.
I've been there before, normally already in a relationship when I realize I have on clue what I want. At least it was at the beginning..... well it is still annoying, stupid lil boys with their stupid lil games...... GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!!!! He is just like the little 2- one day I want you, the next I dont.... we cant be together but lets hang out all the time...... when i flirt with someone else you move in and become sweet. Fine if its war you want then its war you'll get. You think that all women are fucked up and are out to hurt you..... well this one isnt... this one was just out to have a good time, but you are trying to ruin this for me, and its really annoying!!!!! If you want to I can be that girl, that crazy one who is out to fuck you up... i can make you want me more than you would ever imagine and then leave you hanging out to dry, gutted for all to see. Vicious. We are.... we both are... stupid youngins...... with nothing better to do than ruin a good time.
What was I thinking getting myself into this.... I wasn't thinking... I was purely driven by the urge..... that burning urge for passion..... ha passion-
I should have just kept myself closed to all options.... Be good little girl, be good!
We will see what happens....... even though i doubt anything more. just bullshit that will lead to more bullshit, that will birth a pile of bullshit!
Im sick of getting played with, and then finding out it was all a joke, all a sick, You were lonely for 2 seconds joke!
I'll never be as pretty as them, those from the past, but I'll also never be as lame as them!
Im pretty fucking cool, and at least I have that going for me. Bring it on bitches.... bitches from the past... bitches from the future......
Oh but leave your stupid little boys at home....
Leave them to their video games, junk food, and laziness... i need you not!
you know that time of they year when every living thing is getting it on. Sex is on everyone's mind, don't deny it. That time of year is NOT now- haha
I've been there before, normally already in a relationship when I realize I have on clue what I want. At least it was at the beginning..... well it is still annoying, stupid lil boys with their stupid lil games...... GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!!!! He is just like the little 2- one day I want you, the next I dont.... we cant be together but lets hang out all the time...... when i flirt with someone else you move in and become sweet. Fine if its war you want then its war you'll get. You think that all women are fucked up and are out to hurt you..... well this one isnt... this one was just out to have a good time, but you are trying to ruin this for me, and its really annoying!!!!! If you want to I can be that girl, that crazy one who is out to fuck you up... i can make you want me more than you would ever imagine and then leave you hanging out to dry, gutted for all to see. Vicious. We are.... we both are... stupid youngins...... with nothing better to do than ruin a good time.
What was I thinking getting myself into this.... I wasn't thinking... I was purely driven by the urge..... that burning urge for passion..... ha passion-
I should have just kept myself closed to all options.... Be good little girl, be good!
We will see what happens....... even though i doubt anything more. just bullshit that will lead to more bullshit, that will birth a pile of bullshit!
Im sick of getting played with, and then finding out it was all a joke, all a sick, You were lonely for 2 seconds joke!
I'll never be as pretty as them, those from the past, but I'll also never be as lame as them!
Im pretty fucking cool, and at least I have that going for me. Bring it on bitches.... bitches from the past... bitches from the future......
Oh but leave your stupid little boys at home....
Leave them to their video games, junk food, and laziness... i need you not!
you know that time of they year when every living thing is getting it on. Sex is on everyone's mind, don't deny it. That time of year is NOT now- haha