Dec 28, 2005 17:23
So doesn't it suck when you break up with someone and then keep finding out about people they cheated on your with while you were together. Ha- that seemed to be the problem of the day. I was laready feeling slow and down bc i'm sick and took too much medicine, but that kinda topped off the shitty day feeling. It's not that i care about that person what-so-ever any more.. but simply that i think its fucked up how one person can say i love you so many times and be like your the only person for me and all that bullshit then be cheating on you behind your back. I think this could be the last straw. I mean I was never really sure about the cheatin when we broke up but now that i found out there was more than one, there isn't much doubt in my mind. It's just too annoying for this to happen. I mean I have never been in a relationship that i haven't been cheated on, and i'm about sick of it. As much as i love being in a relationship it's not worth the bullshit and the hassle or getting hurt. And they always ask why i don't let them in- I WONDER THE FUCK WHY?
Fuck them all- i don't think there are any real, good people in the world anymore.
Love is just something that fucks with your head