Dec 21, 2005 12:29
I had the most interesting Dinner last night. I went to Bistro By the Sea with my mom, sis, Jackie, Stephie and Trish. And it was hilarious. I was surprised my mom went with us considering how embarrassed she is of our newly shaved heads. But Rach said something nice at the dinner table to make her shut up. She said that if I had not shaved my head she would have felt very insecure and would never have gone out in public let alone a restaurant that so many people we know go to. And i felt kinda warm inside. lol. no i'm so glad she had that courage, and it really shows, because she has not been out of the house since her hair started falling out and since i did this for her she has really had more courage. I mean i wake up today and my dad tells me she went out to run errands, and i was like alone, holy SHIT. I so proud of my big sis, she is a trooper and really getting through this whole cancer ordeal like it isn't even a thing. I knew she would be able to do it, and that she would still be her strong willed, hard ass, sister i always knew. And the funny think is that she has a bf now too. She didn't have anyone but as soon as she gets this shit some boy she use to talk to calls her up and they talk every night and he is the sweetest thing to her, and i am so happy she has someone like that to help he through it all.
Anywho- let's get to the good stuff. So my mom obviously knows nothing about my lifestyle. And we are sitting at the dinner table and she started to explain to trish why she didn't want me to shave my head. Now take note she had to beg me from doing it this summer when i almost did it. And her reasoning for not wanting my head with no hair is that she is scared "the lesbians" are going to hit on me. HAHHAHAHA- let me tell you i have never laughed so hard in my life. So i come back with a comment well mother i guess that will be interesting when i go to "the gay club" once i'm back up in raleigh. She flips out naturally, and i laugh. Conversation goes on and i start to ask if she would disown me if i was a lesbian, and she yells at me to stop saying such things bc i'm going to give her a heart attack. Little incite on my mom, she "hates the gays" and once told my bff that she thinks they should all be put on a island somewhere. Now this is my mom and love her to death and i know she is simple any ignorant woman. And hey if I was suck on an island with all lesbians do you think i would mind,,, AT ALL? haha
Anywho- the night was fun and my mother got a glimpse of something she didn't like ... so once again it confirms that if i would like my mother to have a heart attack i'll keep my lifestyle to my self and the few times i come home i will be nice and not talk about it. :)
oh the heart ache. haha
I'm in a great mood and i'm gonna go do something productive with my life today
so i hope you have a good one as well.