Sep 22, 2005 21:03
DO some people ever make you feel inferior as FUCK. Well maybe that's just me. You think you are cool until you come along some fucker that makes your self-esteem shoot down. Or maybe it's because you don't know the person as well as you thought you did. But then again you don't know them at all. SO how can they make you feel the way you feel? HMMM makes one wonder.... now lets ponder on life. HOW the hell can some people be so fucking smart, yet be complete dumbass' when it comes to the real world. Doesn't that drive you crazy, why can't there be people that are both. Well there are and those are the people that everyone is jealous of because although they may have one thing wrong with them just about everything else seems to be right, really really right. Well go those people! More power to them. And I hate judgement, why was that given to man. I mean i can't talk negatively about people who do it, because i do it a lot but i just wonder why this vice was put in the world... simply to be another thing to fuck us all up and make life complicated. I also hate spray adhesive.. its the stupid thing ever invented.. why would you use it, i mean i know why and it works great for what it is suppose to, but its too sticky, gets on everything and will not come off your fingers even after like hott water is put on it, because everyone knows hott water cleans everything.. speaking of clean- i cleaned the shit outta my room today bc i didn't want to do my homework.. which i think i might be done now... and i might start my precis.... but then again i have to study for spanish bc i have a test tomrrow and i got a 51 on the last one.. yea i think i just might fail spanish this semester... ha... who knows why i took it,i didn't need to considering i placed out with my highschool record and all, but no one told me that.. and yes i'll admit it was my own fault for this but it still erks me.
One last thing that pisses me off.... the dinning hall closing at 8, everyone knows that the normal time to eat is like 9 pm.... that's when i get hungry for dinner, those fuckers.. ha oh well
SO life- its not so bad, college is i suppose everything it was cracked out to be, way to much time on my hand... hey maybe i'll go running.. i should have that mentality for everything or atleast everytime i'm bored... not hey let's find something to eat. lol.... And that is the philosophy behind why college students are so fucking fat. I would go running at ngiht, bc i enjoy that more, but apparently this is a bad thing and ppl can get raped.. when in carolina you can run at 4 am and its ok bc everyone does it and rapists don't live in that part of the triangle.. well if i could go back i would be smarter, get into carolina just for the simple fact that i could go running late at night when i like it. Then my forehead wouldn't get sunburnt.ha- let me tell you that hasn't happened in a while.
HEY guess what... 15 days til my birthday.. and i'm not even excited.. but why would i be.. i learned long ago you don't expect things outta your birthday.. too bad its on a friday.. maybe i'll make someone throw a party for me... well nope bc i'll be outta school... good then i can hide from the world and only have to deal with my family. I mean i don't mind presents, but the only thing i want right now is a car, and some people are too fucking lazy to get one... like myself.
But other than that. my g-pa is in the hospital.. i was worried about the man until i called him up and found out he's doing good, just as onry as ever, and giving the nurses the worst hell they could expect...the man's a bitch and that's why i love him... never met a funnier fucker in my life. HA... anywho- i'm out- this is old