Don't judge a book by its contents?
Hmm lets think about this one? Have you ever met someone so weird and intriguing that you can't help but like them, and that you know everyone that knows them feels the same. I knew a girl like that once. But then her figure was disoriented by people.. people that i won't even say.
I would like to ask all you people out there in TV land one simple question... just one that it would be nice if you answered.... i don't mind if its anonymous or what? Just tell whats so wrong ok- give me a CLUE on what i'm doing wrong.
*Am i a bad person? When you think of me do you think of someone that you wouldn't want to be around because i cause trouble.. do you think of someone that is scary, and cold hearted, do you honestly think of someone that would never take into consideration the feelings of others and hurt someone without thinking. *yes i knew someone like that once too*- i personally didn't know them but from what i've heard they were like so- and see thats man kinds problems right there. From what they've heard.. or read.
ONCE AGAIN- for the last and FINAL TIME- this is MY JOURNAL... MY PERSONAL feelings... how i want to express myself at the time. I come to this journal for one purpose and one purpose only- to let out all my anger, and sometimes joy when its too much to handel and no one is around. And personally i think its better to express myself in this thing that in person... B/c 1- when i write something bad about someone, how i hate them or whatever i'm over it within a DAY at the most (my friends that read this have FINALLY come to understand this) and 2- I don't see the point in starting controversy over a stupid subject when i can just let it all out in here and then be over it.... and yes we all know i can let it out. I'm a DRAMA QUEEN get over it ya'll..... i say some pretty intense stuff, some pretty "vulgar" stuff as my mother would say. But once again its better to say it to a stupid peice of paper than to someone's face.
I have just decided that i am on the road to ending ths journal- i will still make entries every now and then... but i'm just sick of people not understanding where i'm comig from and freaking out on me, when its MY THOUGHTS and i can SAY WHATEVER i want TO. Don't you understand.. haven't you ever been mad at anyone? We all haev so don't deny it! Well when i get mad i say stuff, and it helps me.... like beating a punching bag, only i use language instead- yes we all know i have issues- or so you think- and that i should be on med's or something- but personally i think thats WRONG. I think i'm fine and its great i can get my feelings out like this. Its better than me going out and fighting or killing people (yeah you know in the gangs we DON'T have in MOREHEAD) But I find it perfectly normal for a teenage girl to act this way and say this stuff and blah blah blah.. anyone who thinks otherwise... WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN for the last 10 years? HUH DEAD??
Oh yes- tonight i found out that someone thought i was like a santanist or something from a previous entry i wrote about church. EXCUSE ME... but i have been going to church every sunday since i was BORN, and almost every wed. THANK you very much. Yes i believe in god, yes i believe in everything that is said, and the fact that i'm not a hard core god fearing person and i go to parties doesn't mean i'm a satanist. If once again people out there is TV land HAVEN'T noticed.... courtney is my best friend and goes the same places i do, and hangs out with the same people i do. And is she bad, NO- she is an ANGEL- perfect. SO just because i hang out with a "supposedly bad" crowd doesn't mean i'm bad. Actually if you ask anyone here (this town)- they would prob. tell you good things about us.. b/c YEAH we are good people...we're not like American Badass'... so we go to Parties where drugs , sex and alcohol consumption take place) IF that lil light in the head hasn't poped on yet.. Yeah i stopped all that- I haven't smoked in more than 3 months (YAY ME)- and drinking.. HAHAH- i never did basically in the first place- i hate alcohol, and to my knowledge (which is obviously better than yours)- i've drank 4 times in m life- THANK YOU VERY MUCH- i'm not an American Badass.
OH and last but not least on the badass streak- i would like to let EVERYONE know- b/c yes i'm EXTREMELY proud to say this.. I'm a VIRGIN- one out to 2 in this town my age that i know ( of course court being the other one)- and thats one thing that truly pisses me off the most when people think i'm a slut... yes its rare- b/c most people know i'm not- BUT those few that DO... YEAP never been farther than i kiss :)- so you have NO right to go down that road!!! I don't plan on loosing this anytime soon, and ONCE AGAIN- I'm PROUD to say i am (yeah i think its quite funny when brian and jared call me a dick hater)- they think its gets to me... HA- if ya'll haven't noticed by now, i'm an EXTREMELY strong willed person and to change my mind on a subject i stand so strongly on; it will take alot. HAHA- yes i love being different, and i love the fact that i'm one the rare teenagers that can say no to stuff and be ok with it! TO all you out there that can't... one word of advice.... It won't get you anywhere in life... being a tag-a-long and giving it up to become popular well i'm not even gonna go there. I think Kelia put it best when she said "If you go through your 4 years of highschool and can't become popular through your personality and you need your body to do it for you (by giving it up)- then you will get no where in life, and that sad"
IS anyone listening to me.. i'm deffending myself here!! HELLO- I'm NOT what people think i am- well the very few, and that fact that they think this makes me want to cry.
My mom told me once that writing something down that i would regret later is not a smart thing to do (or something along those lines)- well it true, and i'm extremely sorry- and i now feel bad.
OH yeah before i forget i love My mom and my dad... with all my heart.... and when i said that mean stuff about them i was kdding, and i take it back- b/c i would die if something ever happened to either of them, and well with my dads situation right now- i hope that this won't happen, and i won't have to except the bad things in life (aka-death)
GEEZ- there is so much to say and so litle time, i'm so tired so i'm going to go. BUT i'll leave you with this....
*It's not good to hate someone you don't know*
And one last advice- listen to country music PEOPLE... it sooths the soul, and makes people in the world happier,, I mean holy moly- i've never met such an uptight group as tonight... some people need to calm down and live life as it is. :) Or they'll live their whole life in blue
p.s.- once again why i won't have kids *reason 4,562: the hassel of having to deal with their love- let alone your own.. its too much for someone to bear
Ha- and they worry about me? What have you never met someone that just doesn't like kids (gosh take a JOKE!!!)- if i really hated kids so much why would i have a babysitting job taking care of kids EVERYDAY this summer- yeah EVERYDAY...
I think some people need to realize when Danielle is joking and when she's not, b/c i'm not serious about almost HALF the stuff i say. Atleast in this journal!- GEEZ LOUISE (courtney louise compton that is- hahah)- i jsut had to put your name in here- b/c i know you hate it :)- ok bye bye- i'm soooo tired.. i'm dead i'm out.. and i gotta work tommrow morning :(
I would like to ask all you people out there in TV land one simple question... just one that it would be nice if you answered.... i don't mind if its anonymous or what? Just tell whats so wrong ok- give me a CLUE on what i'm doing wrong.
*Am i a bad person? When you think of me do you think of someone that you wouldn't want to be around because i cause trouble.. do you think of someone that is scary, and cold hearted, do you honestly think of someone that would never take into consideration the feelings of others and hurt someone without thinking. *yes i knew someone like that once too*- i personally didn't know them but from what i've heard they were like so- and see thats man kinds problems right there. From what they've heard.. or read.
ONCE AGAIN- for the last and FINAL TIME- this is MY JOURNAL... MY PERSONAL feelings... how i want to express myself at the time. I come to this journal for one purpose and one purpose only- to let out all my anger, and sometimes joy when its too much to handel and no one is around. And personally i think its better to express myself in this thing that in person... B/c 1- when i write something bad about someone, how i hate them or whatever i'm over it within a DAY at the most (my friends that read this have FINALLY come to understand this) and 2- I don't see the point in starting controversy over a stupid subject when i can just let it all out in here and then be over it.... and yes we all know i can let it out. I'm a DRAMA QUEEN get over it ya'll..... i say some pretty intense stuff, some pretty "vulgar" stuff as my mother would say. But once again its better to say it to a stupid peice of paper than to someone's face.
I have just decided that i am on the road to ending ths journal- i will still make entries every now and then... but i'm just sick of people not understanding where i'm comig from and freaking out on me, when its MY THOUGHTS and i can SAY WHATEVER i want TO. Don't you understand.. haven't you ever been mad at anyone? We all haev so don't deny it! Well when i get mad i say stuff, and it helps me.... like beating a punching bag, only i use language instead- yes we all know i have issues- or so you think- and that i should be on med's or something- but personally i think thats WRONG. I think i'm fine and its great i can get my feelings out like this. Its better than me going out and fighting or killing people (yeah you know in the gangs we DON'T have in MOREHEAD) But I find it perfectly normal for a teenage girl to act this way and say this stuff and blah blah blah.. anyone who thinks otherwise... WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN for the last 10 years? HUH DEAD??
Oh yes- tonight i found out that someone thought i was like a santanist or something from a previous entry i wrote about church. EXCUSE ME... but i have been going to church every sunday since i was BORN, and almost every wed. THANK you very much. Yes i believe in god, yes i believe in everything that is said, and the fact that i'm not a hard core god fearing person and i go to parties doesn't mean i'm a satanist. If once again people out there is TV land HAVEN'T noticed.... courtney is my best friend and goes the same places i do, and hangs out with the same people i do. And is she bad, NO- she is an ANGEL- perfect. SO just because i hang out with a "supposedly bad" crowd doesn't mean i'm bad. Actually if you ask anyone here (this town)- they would prob. tell you good things about us.. b/c YEAH we are good people...we're not like American Badass'... so we go to Parties where drugs , sex and alcohol consumption take place) IF that lil light in the head hasn't poped on yet.. Yeah i stopped all that- I haven't smoked in more than 3 months (YAY ME)- and drinking.. HAHAH- i never did basically in the first place- i hate alcohol, and to my knowledge (which is obviously better than yours)- i've drank 4 times in m life- THANK YOU VERY MUCH- i'm not an American Badass.
OH and last but not least on the badass streak- i would like to let EVERYONE know- b/c yes i'm EXTREMELY proud to say this.. I'm a VIRGIN- one out to 2 in this town my age that i know ( of course court being the other one)- and thats one thing that truly pisses me off the most when people think i'm a slut... yes its rare- b/c most people know i'm not- BUT those few that DO... YEAP never been farther than i kiss :)- so you have NO right to go down that road!!! I don't plan on loosing this anytime soon, and ONCE AGAIN- I'm PROUD to say i am (yeah i think its quite funny when brian and jared call me a dick hater)- they think its gets to me... HA- if ya'll haven't noticed by now, i'm an EXTREMELY strong willed person and to change my mind on a subject i stand so strongly on; it will take alot. HAHA- yes i love being different, and i love the fact that i'm one the rare teenagers that can say no to stuff and be ok with it! TO all you out there that can't... one word of advice.... It won't get you anywhere in life... being a tag-a-long and giving it up to become popular well i'm not even gonna go there. I think Kelia put it best when she said "If you go through your 4 years of highschool and can't become popular through your personality and you need your body to do it for you (by giving it up)- then you will get no where in life, and that sad"
IS anyone listening to me.. i'm deffending myself here!! HELLO- I'm NOT what people think i am- well the very few, and that fact that they think this makes me want to cry.
My mom told me once that writing something down that i would regret later is not a smart thing to do (or something along those lines)- well it true, and i'm extremely sorry- and i now feel bad.
OH yeah before i forget i love My mom and my dad... with all my heart.... and when i said that mean stuff about them i was kdding, and i take it back- b/c i would die if something ever happened to either of them, and well with my dads situation right now- i hope that this won't happen, and i won't have to except the bad things in life (aka-death)
GEEZ- there is so much to say and so litle time, i'm so tired so i'm going to go. BUT i'll leave you with this....
*It's not good to hate someone you don't know*
And one last advice- listen to country music PEOPLE... it sooths the soul, and makes people in the world happier,, I mean holy moly- i've never met such an uptight group as tonight... some people need to calm down and live life as it is. :) Or they'll live their whole life in blue
p.s.- once again why i won't have kids *reason 4,562: the hassel of having to deal with their love- let alone your own.. its too much for someone to bear
Ha- and they worry about me? What have you never met someone that just doesn't like kids (gosh take a JOKE!!!)- if i really hated kids so much why would i have a babysitting job taking care of kids EVERYDAY this summer- yeah EVERYDAY...
I think some people need to realize when Danielle is joking and when she's not, b/c i'm not serious about almost HALF the stuff i say. Atleast in this journal!- GEEZ LOUISE (courtney louise compton that is- hahah)- i jsut had to put your name in here- b/c i know you hate it :)- ok bye bye- i'm soooo tired.. i'm dead i'm out.. and i gotta work tommrow morning :(