If i could- then i would....
Today was sooooo shitty- i mean GD... i'm sick of all of this.. everything in the world.. i'm sick of being happy.. i just want to freak out on everyone. I want to hate everyone, but then again i want one person to love- only one person is special enough- i don't know this person yet, but i'll meet them sometime?
I really can't stand most ppl in my life- and if you take offence to this, then get the FUCK over it!
I want you all to just fall off the face of the earth for like a day- or week.. it would be nice :)
I really wish i could go to Chile this summer... i want to leave and not talk to anyone for a really long time!
YOU ALL are such fucking losers, and i don't want to be around you!
I decided with ricky tonight that i'm going to go to fiji where i know no one, and live there for a while- then i'll be content when i get back! :)
Oh and to all you ppl out there in TV land that have those "perfect relationships".... go to hell- please jump off a bridge.
b/c no one cares.. NO ONE at all... this is not the shit i want to see- i don't care about ya'll.... this doesn't help my process.... you're def. in my top 10 of who i hate right now :)
I swear i wish i was coldhearted to the core- i want to never care about anyone- b/c if it ends up like that- its just gay- i don't want to have a relationship for a long time where it just proves in serious trust issues, and bullshit bullshit
I don't ever wanna get married b/c thats too fucking scary- i mean i would rather jump off a bridge than do that.
And well you know my thoughts on kids.
Shit the only reason i have best friends, is b/c its ok to tell them you don't feel like being with them at points and can do shit to them and its ok, b/c you can always say sorry adn its all good, but you can't do that to someone you love, b/c it not "right' or some shit-
GOD i hate this world...... i hate their ehtics and morals... and i hate their materialistic ways, and i hate the way the brainwash everyone into thinking its right- its the best- its their way or the highway-
NO SIR
I just wish i could kill someone extremely consummed in our society right now- oh wait if i think about it- i bet i can find qualities in myself that are consummed in our society- oh yes i'm a HYPOCRICT... OH damn i'm going to hell-
Finally thoughts:
END YOURSELF- your worthless and no one likes you..... you have no point in this world... suicide is the answer...... if you are on top of a tall structure PLEASE don't hesitate! Make someones day just a lil more shitter :) FUCK YOU ALL :)- bye bye
I really can't stand most ppl in my life- and if you take offence to this, then get the FUCK over it!
I want you all to just fall off the face of the earth for like a day- or week.. it would be nice :)
I really wish i could go to Chile this summer... i want to leave and not talk to anyone for a really long time!
YOU ALL are such fucking losers, and i don't want to be around you!
I decided with ricky tonight that i'm going to go to fiji where i know no one, and live there for a while- then i'll be content when i get back! :)
Oh and to all you ppl out there in TV land that have those "perfect relationships".... go to hell- please jump off a bridge.
b/c no one cares.. NO ONE at all... this is not the shit i want to see- i don't care about ya'll.... this doesn't help my process.... you're def. in my top 10 of who i hate right now :)
I swear i wish i was coldhearted to the core- i want to never care about anyone- b/c if it ends up like that- its just gay- i don't want to have a relationship for a long time where it just proves in serious trust issues, and bullshit bullshit
I don't ever wanna get married b/c thats too fucking scary- i mean i would rather jump off a bridge than do that.
And well you know my thoughts on kids.
Shit the only reason i have best friends, is b/c its ok to tell them you don't feel like being with them at points and can do shit to them and its ok, b/c you can always say sorry adn its all good, but you can't do that to someone you love, b/c it not "right' or some shit-
GOD i hate this world...... i hate their ehtics and morals... and i hate their materialistic ways, and i hate the way the brainwash everyone into thinking its right- its the best- its their way or the highway-
NO SIR
I just wish i could kill someone extremely consummed in our society right now- oh wait if i think about it- i bet i can find qualities in myself that are consummed in our society- oh yes i'm a HYPOCRICT... OH damn i'm going to hell-
Finally thoughts:
END YOURSELF- your worthless and no one likes you..... you have no point in this world... suicide is the answer...... if you are on top of a tall structure PLEASE don't hesitate! Make someones day just a lil more shitter :) FUCK YOU ALL :)- bye bye