(no subject)
Sometimes I swear to god nothing makes sense. I don't understand people and thier actions as well as I once thought I did. But then again, I suppose it's better that I don't understand most things these days. Lately the only thoughts that have been crossing my mind involve me somehow disappearing from this life that I've built, demolished, and re-built over and over again. I want to demolish it and start fresh, not re-building upon the fragments that were left from the previous destruction as I've been doing for so many years now. There are very few things left in my life that I enjoy, I hate being in large groups of people, going out to the club lost it's novelty, hell I can't even stand the thought of going to denny's without wanting to strangle something. There's two people I can tolerate being around continuously and not get completely disgusted with, my best friend and the one that I love. Only two people. Everyone else just irks me to the core of my black and bitter heart. Is it possible to start over this late into the game? And I don't mean late from a time standpoint, I know damn well I'm still young, but I've gotten myself to weaved, so deep into everything that I find it hard to fathom being able to break free now.
Or maybe I'm just scared....
All my love, Always.
Or maybe I'm just scared....
All my love, Always.