i'll sing along..
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thinking back on how i used to think, and how i used to do things...i'm so glad that i've grown up and moved on, and have realized when it's time to give up, and such
being happy is truely an amazing feeling, i've never felt anything like this...after i got over that dumb boy and moved on everything got so much better, looking back on it now i'm embarrassed and ashamed for how i acted with the entire thing, i wish so much that someone would have just said "no...!" and that could have been the end of that, why couldn't someone have explained it to me so i would have listened?
why couldn't i have known this all myself? like seriously what the fuck was i thinking? trying to even date him was crazy, but sleeping with him? and thinking that he actually cared or whatnot, whatever the hell i thought.
why didn't i have any self respect...?
not until angela came along did someone flat out say "he's only interested in sex from you"
and pretty much yelled at me until it was in my head, but i'm so glad she did it...without her where i would be with all that ya know?
that's a scary thought...that going on any longer then necessary
yeah so...happiness is great, i strongly suggest you try it.
so lately i cannot stand the rising in whores, like seriously come on now...first off you don't share boys, trust me there are enough of them for you to all have your own, and certainly why would you want to be with a boy that will sleep with all your friends too? isn't that gross and doesn't that make sense that you're whores?
or how about this? once a friend goes thru hell with a boy, you do not sleep with him uh hello! is there anything going on inside your head? how about maybe stopping to think about your friends feelings, and IT'S JUST A BOY THERE WILL BE MORE!
it's fucking gross