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[last5secondswin]

V-San isn't okay, is he? He's really gone. If he was okay, he wouldn't be hurting us by not telling us he's alright.
So he's gone isn't he? And I couldn't do a single thing to stop it. And now I won't ever get to tell him how I really felt, or play games with him or anything.

And now Naoto is in trouble too. I can't do anything to save Naoto, just

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I wrote a coment and LJ ate it B|

[land_of_the_sun]

....

Naoto will be fine, others were kidnapped before and they were rescued.

Don't say those things about yourself.

Actually it stuck it on Elphaba...I'll just delete my reply there and we'll pretend it never happen

[last5secondswin]

Yeah, but...But Naoto might not be. If even amazing people like V-san can die, then...Then other amazing people like Naoto can die too. And I can't stop it.

I can't help it! It's how I feel!

Argh sorry about that. Too many muses being played at the same time B|

[land_of_the_sun]

It's a different situation, V..had something to die for, you should be proud of him, not sad. It's not like that with Naoto and many of this friends are detective, they will find him.

But it's not true.

Hahah, I've done far worse, no worries.

[last5secondswin]

Even if something is worth dying for, that doesn't mean you have to die for it! I could have protected him and then he wouldn't have had to die at all.

...Normally I would believe you. But right now I don't.

rlly? you're too good to me. /offers chocolate

[land_of_the_sun]

I knoe you could have done it but it was his decision. He didn't wanted anybody else hurt. And he wanted to see..his family agian. I'm sure that he is with them now.

Why would I lie?

Once I replied with three different accounts to one thread, never realised for ages. /Noms

[last5secondswin]

...Yeah...Well...I thought he was my family too. He could have been with me for just a little longer.

That's just it. I know you wouldn't, but at the same time I think you might be! Because...If V-San didn't trust me, and Naoto broke his promise, how can I believe anything anyone says, even if they're my friend?

Lol..Epic / :D

[land_of_the_sun]

Even if he was you should understand why he wanted to see them again.

V trusted you, but he wanted to do thing his own way. Just like you are doing now. Naoto coulnd't controlwhat happened. Is not lack of trust in you, Suguru.

[last5secondswin]

I can! I just can't understand why he had to abandon me!...Actually I can, because everyone else has.

Naoto could control what happened! He got kidnapped on purpose, everyone is saying that. So he broke his promise to me to not get hurt any more. And he must have done it on purpose too.

[land_of_the_sun]

Well, I will not abandon you.

No, he thought that he could control it, but he didn't really understood what was he doing. He's young, he can make mistakes. And if you are really his friend you will forgive him.

[last5secondswin]

Even if you promise me you'll never abandon me, it doesn't matter. V-San said he'd ask for my help if he needed me, and Naoto promised he would try not to get hurt. So I can't ever be sure that you won't just abandon me like my parents or school or everyone else in the whole world.

...I don't think I can forgive him. Because if he can betray me like that, then how could I ever trust him again.

You see? I'm thinking such horrible things about the people who I care so much about...

[land_of_the_sun]

No, you don't udnerstand..I'm a nation, I will live as long as my people remember me. I will not die anytime soon and I will live more than you. It's the otehr way aroudn, people is always leaving me, but I learned how to deal with it.

Maybe you need time to forgive him, those things can't be rushed.

[last5secondswin]

...I don't want to leave you. I don't want you to feel like me. How can you deal with it? How could you ever, ever live like that?

...Maybe.

[land_of_the_sun]

You don't, but that's what will happen. It's alright. I don't have another option Suguru.

Don't be so harsh on yourself.

Damnit Spain, stop being so sexy while I'm trying to write sad things!

[last5secondswin]

Well, maybe you're just stronger than I am.

I can't help it. I've failed every time I've tried anything. So I'm a failure.

XD Ahaha sorry ~

[land_of_the_sun]

No, I just lived longer. You are too young, but don't worry. You are strong, and I'm not talking about your muscles, you will do well..

No, you didnt't. You helped people, you saved other's lives.

Stupid sexy Spain.

[last5secondswin]

...Maybe.

I probably just got lucky.