[Text for once, strikes incredibly easy to hack.]

[last5secondswin]

V-San isn't okay, is he? He's really gone. If he was okay, he wouldn't be hurting us by not telling us he's alright.
So he's gone isn't he? And I couldn't do a single thing to stop it. And now I won't ever get to tell him how I really felt, or play games with him or anything.

And now Naoto is in trouble too. I can't do anything to save Naoto, just

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[green_witch_w]

People come and people go, that's life Suguru.

[last5secondswin]

But it shouldn't be. I don't want to have to be sad all the time again.

[green_witch_w]

Don't worry, you will vanish too ..eventually it happens to everybody.

[last5secondswin]

So you're saying I'm gonna have to be sad until I die? That's...That's not fair!

[green_witch_w]

No I'm not saying that.

[last5secondswin]

So what are you saying?

[green_witch_w]

I'm saying that life is not always about happiness but is not about sadness either.

[last5secondswin]

But that's all I ever had. All I've ever had was sadness, and then I got friends and I got to be happy! And now...Now I'm just sad again.

[green_witch_w]

It will not last forever, and you still have friends.

[last5secondswin]

It feels like it's gonna last forever. Even the stuff that normally makes me happy just...Just doesn't do anything to me. I'm not even happy to talk to you. And...And if I'm sad when I have friends, and I'm sad when I'm all alone, can I ever be happy? It's like that virus again, when I got everything I wanted, and I was still sad.

...Maybe I'm just meant to be sad no matter what.

[green_witch_w]

Someone you care about died, no one expect you to be happy right now. Take your time.

[last5secondswin]

It's not just that...V-san died, so of course I would be sad. But...Even before, even when I was at my saddest, when I was all alone...I still felt like I could be happy again one day, so I kept on going.

...Elphaba-Chan. I've never felt like this before.I want to give up.

[green_witch_w]

[...damn it, she sucks at comforting, she's too cynic for that.]

It's a natural feeling, but it will pass.

[last5secondswin]

[Just the attempt is enough for Suguru.]

...Maybe. But it doesn't feel like it will. But you're smarter than me, I might be wrong.

[green_witch_w]

[She doesn't think the same.]

Trust me in that, it will. And I'm not that smart.

[last5secondswin]

I...I think I trust you. And you're smarter than me.