When you see my face, I hope it gives you hell.

Dec 06, 2010 22:48

Dear random girl who tried to ruin my life,

I wish I had the nerve to talk to you. I would, if it weren't for my husband.  I read your statuses, and I watch you from a distance. I know you do the same to me. You write about me almost every day. You wish for my slow and painful death. I'm not stupid. I know its me you're writing about when you say "she".  I just want to ask you: do you honestly only hate me for one reason and one reason only? That's dumb. You don't know me at all.  You've said maybe twelve words to me EVER. How can you hate someone you don't know? I don't hate you. I don't have it in me to hate anyone. By all standards I should. You tried to ruin my life so many times. I don't get it. You blame me for him not being with you. You said I came along and ruined everything. Baby doll, I was here first. I was here almost a year before you came along. You say it's my fault that you aren't together. Uh, no. It's YOUR fault. If anything, you ruined it for yourself. How? Well, you:

1.   Cheated on him at least 5 times that I know of.
2.   Told him you couldn't wait on him while he went to Basic.
3.   Drank every day KNOWING that he hates drinking.
4.   Picked a fight with me numerous times.
5.   Fought with him almost every day.

Considering what I just listed, do you still think it is my fault? There are so many things I could blame YOU for, such as me flunking out of school, you turning my best friend against me, and making me stress till I miscarried, but I'm not going to blame you. I am a big girl. I take responsibility for my own actions.  You need to do the same. It is your fault that you are not with him. You had your chance. You blew it. He'll never be with you. Ever.

Wanna know something else? Your cousin is right. You have absolutely nothing to be depressed about. You live with your sister BILL FREE. You don't have kids. You're not married. You don't have to work if you don't want to. What do you have to be stressed about? Think about it.

I'm going to sleep.
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