May 01, 2008 18:36
Hi everybody.
These things happened: I relocated from Ca (damn) to Germany; three or four years ago today. I've largely replaced it. Actually I really can't couch it in terms cause I miss my fam, the climate und especially my bro Ethan. First I thought I can't never live without him cause he was at heart my everybody, the person to whom I was talking all the night through when I wasn't able to fall asleep some time. But principally: not speaking English for such a long time has worsen my skills a lot. It's just alarming.
Awright, I've just lived for about 1 year in Ca but it feels like as if I've lived there all my life and I really feel kinda homesickness when I'm thinking of my bro or some people I got to know. That's cause I had no outlooks in Germany. The climate is just crappy, the guys are -well- it takes a long time getting used to it.
Now I'm sitting in school without any attempts to get out. I watch English movies and after all my language skills are on the decline. Is anybody acquainted with this matter? You get to know something and it's just like this: yea, that's it. That's fun n stuff. You have the sense that you're satisfied with your life and then...