Ever feel like?
I feel like just breaking down into sobs... I don't know. I feel like I just want to let go of everything and just let it flow. I am not particualrly upset about anything, I just want to let it all out. I want to cry and cry and just... blah. But I can't. I literally can't get myself to do so. I am so stuck in the whole rut of refusing to do so. Its lame.
Boys bite.... well not really. But it is unfair to see daily what you are not able to ever have or ever achieve. Seeing others who are ten times more adequate at doing all the things you need to do. I want to be special (no, not THAT special) I don't know what is wrong with me this week. I feel like I've just had a massive pity party. LAME! But I still feel like its not fair to put someone in my life that I can never reach, but yet sets the bar so high that I will never be able find anyone who fits all of what I am looking for.... why, oh why......
Boys bite.... well not really. But it is unfair to see daily what you are not able to ever have or ever achieve. Seeing others who are ten times more adequate at doing all the things you need to do. I want to be special (no, not THAT special) I don't know what is wrong with me this week. I feel like I've just had a massive pity party. LAME! But I still feel like its not fair to put someone in my life that I can never reach, but yet sets the bar so high that I will never be able find anyone who fits all of what I am looking for.... why, oh why......