Hmmm
I'm having a very strong impulse to just start talking about a lot of things that are probably a bad idea for me to get started on. I'm also staring at ficbit prompts, having a total panic attack about the due date on het_challenge, and just generally slightly lost.
I spent most of today packing up my cubicle at work since we're moving to a new set of featureless boxes as of tomorrow evening. My cube looks pathetic. It has not been this empty of my personality since my second day there.
I keep having really random panic attacks in which I get sick to my stomach, freak the hell out completely over nothing, and cling to the nearest something (this has, over the past several days, involved my teddy bear, wrenbow, or rage_goblin depending on which was available) for half an hour or so until it subsides. Do not want. Do not have time for this nonsense. Good gods above.
I do not think I am accomplishing much at the moment except freaking myself out. I think I will go read romance novels until I calm down. (Well. Not calm in all senses of the word. But at least until the clamoring in my head shuts up.)
Obviously I need to write more. These panic attacks were less frequent when I was drowning in challenges.
I spent most of today packing up my cubicle at work since we're moving to a new set of featureless boxes as of tomorrow evening. My cube looks pathetic. It has not been this empty of my personality since my second day there.
I keep having really random panic attacks in which I get sick to my stomach, freak the hell out completely over nothing, and cling to the nearest something (this has, over the past several days, involved my teddy bear, wrenbow, or rage_goblin depending on which was available) for half an hour or so until it subsides. Do not want. Do not have time for this nonsense. Good gods above.
I do not think I am accomplishing much at the moment except freaking myself out. I think I will go read romance novels until I calm down. (Well. Not calm in all senses of the word. But at least until the clamoring in my head shuts up.)
Obviously I need to write more. These panic attacks were less frequent when I was drowning in challenges.