This is bullshit
This is bullshit, it really is. I try to help a friend, she throws it back in my face and tells me that I don't care about her problems or her. What the fuck? I wouldn't have fucking asked what was wrong if I didn't fucking care, but nobody seems to remember that when they're cussing me out for being an unfeeling bitch. Maybe I am. I dont' know. I don't even think I give a damn.
I love how a certain group of my friends assume that their problems are important to me (which they are; my friends' problems matter to me because my friends matter) but then when I need a shoulder or an ear, where the fuck are they? Either too busy, don't care, or they give me a fucking condescending attitude, like what I feel isn't that important or unusual. I believe I was told yesterday to "Get over yourself, you aren't the only person in history to feel this way, so get up and fucking deal with it."
FUCK YOU. Just FUCK YOU. What the fuck do you want me to? Put on a smiling mask while I fall apart inside? Or maybe I should just slit my wrists, would that fucking make you happy? After all, you wouldn't have to deal with my unimportant problems anymore!
Anybody who tries to talk me out of this mood is going to be told to go fuck themselves. I already told one person that. I'm too tired and too hurt to bother trying to mend friendships today.