May 03, 2009 13:48
I feel a little uneasy today... like I am ready to break out and just do something crazy. I miss having a group of gay friends around to hang out with. Not thinking about work and just having fun. My life has become sort of dull and boring... go to work... come home... cook dinner... watch some tv... play with the puppy and go to bed. Like this morning... I worked.. ON A SATURDAY... and I'm not getting overtime by the way.
Am I 21 going on 40 or something? Cuz thats what it feels like. I have always ALWAYS been way too old for my age. I just don't know how to fix myself. I'm losing something in my life and really I have everything I need. I know.. I need crazyiness... a sense of non-routine. That would be sweet.
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