scream!!
You know what call it a cry for attention my just desserts or just plain stupid nonsenseical bitching but I want to hurt people. For the last 8 days every single day there has been something to yell at reed about. If I do the right thing I do it in the wrong way, if I do the wrong thing I'm blasted, If I'm where they tell me to be they forget about me and tell me its my fault I dont have a ride back. If I think for myself I'm doing the wrong thing, If I let them think for me I'm not doing enough and why cant I think for myself. Reed you're acting like you don't care anymore. I dont think your a good colleage. FUCK YOU IF I HAD MY WAY I'D SEE ALL 4 OF YOU BURN. You cant mean me I didn't do anything to you "minutes after giving me a counseling statement say i was a shit bag and starting to act like I didnt want to be there and the day before makeing me stay at the office to fix his fuck up because he didn't have enough forsite to set up test equipment there by making it to where I cant sign up for college. He told me well there is allways next semester" yes of course I mean you. These fucks will sell me out at the drop of a penny, then bitch at me that they dont think I'm living up to my potential. WHY THE FUCK DID I WANT TO COME HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY? I COULD OF BEEN IN THE STATES WHERE AT LEAST I COULD BE GETTING FUCKED OVER BY THE ONES I LOVE. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THESE PEOPLE AND I WANT TO SEE THEM FLAYED UPSIDE DOWN REVERSED CRUSIFIED DISEMBOWELED AND SET ABLAZE. I WANT THEIR CHILDREN TO STARVE THEIR WIVES RAVISHED AND THEIR FAMILIES BEHEADED. MY MIND AND FLESH ARE WEEK BUT MY HEART STILL CRIES FOR VENGENCE!