Wow It has been a while
Ummmm.... wow where do I begin, broke up with ali for stupid reasons lets see about 2 months ago, Came to korea and am now trying to build something new for myself. I dunno something is missing. Oh finnaly accepted that I am indeed pagan and stopped hiding behind my agnostic front (no pun intended). Still like I said something is missing. I've been getting far to many clothes made for me and am enjoying every second of that. I went on a date with an austrailian english teacher here. She just wasn't my thing so I havn't called her back. Not that she's called me either so I don't think its what either of us want. Goth/punker girls don't exist here. Well the american versions do but they are so few and far between and even when you find them most of them are just plain ick. Had an anxiety attack for the first time in months after reading someones lj post. Just makes me think i should of done things different and I would be happy in love again. Ughhhhh, I'm young full of testostrone, absent minded, and stubborn, boy I tell you what It's easy for me to not know what I have till I think I need to get rid of it because " I cant take this anymore". Ick ick ick, I'm just dissapointed in myself right now. Had what I've allways dreamed of in a woman and I threw her away lied to her and just walk right out of her life. I'm a swell boyfriend I know. Hey whats next Winning lottery ticket I accidently put in the shredder? You know I think I would of prefered shredding a lotto ticket anyday.
Happy equinox everyone I tust that you guys will have as much fun as I will.
Happy equinox everyone I tust that you guys will have as much fun as I will.