To choose recovery
My mind wants to be dark: hopeless, suicidal, depressed, victim, alone, scarred, eating disordered.
Yet, I dream of winning the battle.
Today's focus = 12 steps > OA AA EDA ABA
I want to be able to start one ABA and EDA in my town which are non-existant.
Today food is fuel, medicine which is to follow a 301 structure turning the rest over to God, because counting and restriciting within those three meals drives me crazy and from my sanity it doesn't matter.
Today my body is my vehicle. Today I see what I can do for my body instead of against/towards/to my body.
One day at a time....
Yet, I dream of winning the battle.
Today's focus = 12 steps > OA AA EDA ABA
I want to be able to start one ABA and EDA in my town which are non-existant.
Today food is fuel, medicine which is to follow a 301 structure turning the rest over to God, because counting and restriciting within those three meals drives me crazy and from my sanity it doesn't matter.
Today my body is my vehicle. Today I see what I can do for my body instead of against/towards/to my body.
One day at a time....