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Here I am again...today day 3
I HATE THAT I HAVE THREE DIFFERENT JOURNALS AND NOTHING IS IN ORDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FURIOUS WITH MYSELF THAT I CAN"T BE ORGANIZED.
I FEEL LIKE TO STUPIDIST PERSON ON THIS PLANET...
Yet, I am told I am a good person; can I come to beleive? I just want the "security" of my ED.....please
but no ed; I want like a baby to have that comfort ED WHERE ARE YOU, but what I am doing right now is supposed to be better?
I am contributing nothing to this world..........I FEEL LIKE A FUCK UP