why... why oh why...
this message brought to you by: pretzles and peanut butter, dr. pepper, and a headache the size of china...
so, i was going out with dave in october, right? and then i broke it off, and he started going out with my friend jenny. and everything was (mostly) fine for a while. then we got to sadie hawkins at the beginning of february, and things started to fall apart a little bit... and jen told him that they were going on a break the following tuesday. and said that the break was over the next day. so i was like "ok, that's a little weird" but decided hey- her decision, right? i mean, i'd rather her NOT jerk my "adopted brother's" heart around, but... -shrugs- and then i find out today that she went to her own sadie's (she goes to a different school then the rest of us) with another guy, cuz dave was in florida. i don't really know all the details yet, cuz i haven't talked to jenny, but... dave was in a horrible mood all day- and i felt terrible. i mean... i don't like to see people, especially friends, hurting in general, but with dave... it hurts a bit more, cuz i'm so close to him. i mean, most people don't even stay on good terms once they break up, but we managed to stick through it, and are closer because of it. so, you know... it hurts. and i don't know what to do, cuz (by the unwritten girl laws) i should be on jenny's side, but i think she's the one at fault here... even though dave is blaming himself, go figure.
okay, talking with jenny right now- turns out she has "strong feelings for another guy, and the feelings are stronger then the ones she has for dave". -is in shock- i mean, come on!!! oy... i can't talk about this anymore right now. not without saying some things i'll regret later...
anyway, not much else happened today... besides dave moping around of course, but... oy. oh, my kinda-sorta-friend kendra had an "empathy belly" today. it was soooooooo funny... cuz she has a boyfriend (another mike, lol), and everyone was making fun of them...
so jen finally came out and told me... oy... i feel so bad for dave... i'm gonna have to remember to hug him tomorrow... :(
okay, i'm gonna go for real this time... i have a really bad headache...
as always,
~ish
so, i was going out with dave in october, right? and then i broke it off, and he started going out with my friend jenny. and everything was (mostly) fine for a while. then we got to sadie hawkins at the beginning of february, and things started to fall apart a little bit... and jen told him that they were going on a break the following tuesday. and said that the break was over the next day. so i was like "ok, that's a little weird" but decided hey- her decision, right? i mean, i'd rather her NOT jerk my "adopted brother's" heart around, but... -shrugs- and then i find out today that she went to her own sadie's (she goes to a different school then the rest of us) with another guy, cuz dave was in florida. i don't really know all the details yet, cuz i haven't talked to jenny, but... dave was in a horrible mood all day- and i felt terrible. i mean... i don't like to see people, especially friends, hurting in general, but with dave... it hurts a bit more, cuz i'm so close to him. i mean, most people don't even stay on good terms once they break up, but we managed to stick through it, and are closer because of it. so, you know... it hurts. and i don't know what to do, cuz (by the unwritten girl laws) i should be on jenny's side, but i think she's the one at fault here... even though dave is blaming himself, go figure.
okay, talking with jenny right now- turns out she has "strong feelings for another guy, and the feelings are stronger then the ones she has for dave". -is in shock- i mean, come on!!! oy... i can't talk about this anymore right now. not without saying some things i'll regret later...
anyway, not much else happened today... besides dave moping around of course, but... oy. oh, my kinda-sorta-friend kendra had an "empathy belly" today. it was soooooooo funny... cuz she has a boyfriend (another mike, lol), and everyone was making fun of them...
so jen finally came out and told me... oy... i feel so bad for dave... i'm gonna have to remember to hug him tomorrow... :(
okay, i'm gonna go for real this time... i have a really bad headache...
as always,
~ish