two strikes...but the third isn't needed

[lashtheahole]

i feel disquisting.

these two days have been rough on me.

im so dumb. i keep repeating the SAME MISTAKES. but this time i wont get a second chance.

i feel so bad for my friends. im so stupid. i lack a lot of common sense.

i feel like shit.

if i could turn back time two last summer and change most things about this year id do it.

i hate regreting things. its the worst feeling.

i want somebody to shot me.

im sure there are some willing ones..hmm..