Fresh Baked Cookies Burnt to the Pan
Very calm and collected right now. I feel... like theres nothing I can do right now. Stop. Halt. Discontinue. I am in the middle, the limbo, of life. I am right in the smack dab of everything. A little more frustrating than I would like, because this time last year I was in the same damn place.
I think it is waiting for graduation all over again that is getting me this time. I am so fed up I almost dont want to go to my grad, just skip it, get out of here a month early, leave after the 7th of may instead of June, so I can hurry up and get the ball rolling in B.C. I cant get a job or a place to live until I am back and it is sooo frustrating.
On the bright side, lately I have felt very artsy and surprisingly productive. Ive been smokin' quite a bit of reefer lately, but its not making me as lazy as it once did. Which is good.
Speaking of which, Ive been going to the gym a lot lately. I am literally a block from the gym and its $5 each time to go, so I go for an hour and its great. Its such a relief of stress, and I dont feel so fat and lazy. X.er.size is da B.O.M.B.
Ive been having some funked up dreams lately. A lot of the time I realize that I am dreaming and then I start controlling my dream. That can make for a very LONG dream. I always feel like I didn't sleep all night because Im James Bond or some shit.
I watched Zombieland the other day. Effing hularious. I vote everyone watch it. "Rule 1: Double Tap". Haha.
Everything is so midzone. Boorriinnggg.
I think I have an addiction to shopping.
I think it is waiting for graduation all over again that is getting me this time. I am so fed up I almost dont want to go to my grad, just skip it, get out of here a month early, leave after the 7th of may instead of June, so I can hurry up and get the ball rolling in B.C. I cant get a job or a place to live until I am back and it is sooo frustrating.
On the bright side, lately I have felt very artsy and surprisingly productive. Ive been smokin' quite a bit of reefer lately, but its not making me as lazy as it once did. Which is good.
Speaking of which, Ive been going to the gym a lot lately. I am literally a block from the gym and its $5 each time to go, so I go for an hour and its great. Its such a relief of stress, and I dont feel so fat and lazy. X.er.size is da B.O.M.B.
Ive been having some funked up dreams lately. A lot of the time I realize that I am dreaming and then I start controlling my dream. That can make for a very LONG dream. I always feel like I didn't sleep all night because Im James Bond or some shit.
I watched Zombieland the other day. Effing hularious. I vote everyone watch it. "Rule 1: Double Tap". Haha.
Everything is so midzone. Boorriinnggg.
I think I have an addiction to shopping.