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bought a dress.
it COST WAY TOO MUCH.
AJ stared at me and told me I spent my bank account on the dress.
and so maybe I did.
I just wanted something pretty. and dammit it made me happy, and I needed something to make me happy.
I bought guages.
too bad they were a size too big
shoving plastic into your ears to make your piercings stretch when they're too big hurts
hurts a lot.
But they're pretty and green and make me smile LIKE OMG YAY
Usually spending money makes me very upset but I decided that I wanted to go out and spend money because I just got paid and if I'm not getting a car there's no point in saving up my money. I mean, what am I buying? nothing.
I have no goals to buy things so I may as well spend money sometimes.
especially if I have it on me and I see something I like. I can't rely on "I'll ask for it for Christmas" anymore.
so psh.
I'm a small.
It makes me smile.
I hung out with AJ today.
for once he didn't embarass me.
it was really fun.
he always makes me laugh.
so after my very own kind of nervous break down(which included crying a little, eating too much, regretting eating, calling AJ, crying again, and then arguing with my parents then going to bed at 9:30 and waking up at 7 for work) today was a good chaser.
I didn't notice how much the dress was until I got home and tried it on.
I think it's a bad habit to get into.
not looking at price tags.
I need new shoes still, though.
and to have my hair permed. I'll have to make an appointment.
I can try to make my mum go halfway with me on that, though.
or something.
BENGALS LOST
tomorrow is going to be like the day after the election.
everyone came to school and couldn't WAIT to rub it in my face that their guy won.
I think this game means more to them than the damn election, anyway.
I told them the Bengals would lose.
and FUCK YES I was right.
AJ and I went to Best Buy and we looked at like ovens and stuff.
They're FAR too expensive.
Did you know they have TV'S IN REFRIGERATOR DOORS?
America has gone to shit.
And some crazy Germans came into my store on Saturday and bought 24 fish and a bunny before they left.
alll the eccentricities of foreignors.
they were freaking entranced by the confused American girls in the American petstore.
We're having a sale this week. But Becky didn't put the schedule up and I couldn't find it. So I have no clue when I work next.
AWESOME.
I told AJ to get off the highway "then get back online"
America.
still going to shit.
But at least I'm better.
Maybe the comination of AJ, pretty dresses, finishing Wicked AGAIN and starting on Son of a Witch and getting a pretty new dress and the physical pain of stretching my ears made everything snap back to normal.
And the Victory over most of Cincy helped too.
WHO DEY?
BENGALS GOT OWNED
it COST WAY TOO MUCH.
AJ stared at me and told me I spent my bank account on the dress.
and so maybe I did.
I just wanted something pretty. and dammit it made me happy, and I needed something to make me happy.
I bought guages.
too bad they were a size too big
shoving plastic into your ears to make your piercings stretch when they're too big hurts
hurts a lot.
But they're pretty and green and make me smile LIKE OMG YAY
Usually spending money makes me very upset but I decided that I wanted to go out and spend money because I just got paid and if I'm not getting a car there's no point in saving up my money. I mean, what am I buying? nothing.
I have no goals to buy things so I may as well spend money sometimes.
especially if I have it on me and I see something I like. I can't rely on "I'll ask for it for Christmas" anymore.
so psh.
I'm a small.
It makes me smile.
I hung out with AJ today.
for once he didn't embarass me.
it was really fun.
he always makes me laugh.
so after my very own kind of nervous break down(which included crying a little, eating too much, regretting eating, calling AJ, crying again, and then arguing with my parents then going to bed at 9:30 and waking up at 7 for work) today was a good chaser.
I didn't notice how much the dress was until I got home and tried it on.
I think it's a bad habit to get into.
not looking at price tags.
I need new shoes still, though.
and to have my hair permed. I'll have to make an appointment.
I can try to make my mum go halfway with me on that, though.
or something.
BENGALS LOST
tomorrow is going to be like the day after the election.
everyone came to school and couldn't WAIT to rub it in my face that their guy won.
I think this game means more to them than the damn election, anyway.
I told them the Bengals would lose.
and FUCK YES I was right.
AJ and I went to Best Buy and we looked at like ovens and stuff.
They're FAR too expensive.
Did you know they have TV'S IN REFRIGERATOR DOORS?
America has gone to shit.
And some crazy Germans came into my store on Saturday and bought 24 fish and a bunny before they left.
alll the eccentricities of foreignors.
they were freaking entranced by the confused American girls in the American petstore.
We're having a sale this week. But Becky didn't put the schedule up and I couldn't find it. So I have no clue when I work next.
AWESOME.
I told AJ to get off the highway "then get back online"
America.
still going to shit.
But at least I'm better.
Maybe the comination of AJ, pretty dresses, finishing Wicked AGAIN and starting on Son of a Witch and getting a pretty new dress and the physical pain of stretching my ears made everything snap back to normal.
And the Victory over most of Cincy helped too.
WHO DEY?
BENGALS GOT OWNED