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It's been awhile since I updated.. so here it goes. I got my engagement ring finally and I bought Tim's ring this past week and we picked it up today. Last week we also bought a brand new book shelf and a vaccuum cleaner.. we are beginning to be so boring but then again I like that about our relationship.. really no surprises. I have been really depressed lately. I keep having these crazy dreams but they are not occurring when I am asleep and I get so overwhelmed because it is always about dying. I am seriously considering doing the alcore thing with Tim. Work has been crappy lately.Bad snapshot scores. People not showing up for work and the overall stress of too much going on at one time. I am tired of people talking shit behind my back and most of all people blaming me for things that they are not doing. I guess what I am trying to say is that I need a vacation. Here lately I have been really debating if I want to stay with Starbucks. I have been working my ass of more than the 50-60 hours. Coming in when others don't show up and controlling my costs and labor. It is not my fault that we keep getting shitty snapshot scores. I don't know what more I can do. I am tired of making money for a company that does not appreciate me.. I am such a scrooge. I guess I have been nice for too long and I jsut needed to rant. Besides work everything has been okay. I am always too tired when I get home to actually enjoy being there. I did a laser show last night at the daisy for this band called Pnuma it was fun but it so reminded me of why I do not do this crap for a living. Though I could make alot of money on the side.
I went to the flying saucer with Tina and Tim and we drank German Beers and decided we wanted to move to Germany.. It would be so much fun.
well I got to go clean the house.
I went to the flying saucer with Tina and Tim and we drank German Beers and decided we wanted to move to Germany.. It would be so much fun.
well I got to go clean the house.