this is for kenny and general lols
11:14:01 PM 214223803: <3
11:14:07 PM cONKER: ;3
11:14:13 PM 214223803: how are things?
11:14:17 PM cONKER: the same
11:14:28 PM 214223803: good good
11:15:10 PM 214223803: as for me, i ran out of vitamins today =/
11:15:15 PM cONKER: oo
11:15:28 PM 214223803: mhm
11:15:39 PM 214223803: that shit just adds up
11:15:45 PM 214223803: and its expensive
11:15:52 PM 214223803: so like
11:15:52 PM 214223803: fuck
11:15:54 PM cONKER: that's how it goes
11:15:56 PM cONKER: i say fuck em
11:16:08 PM 214223803: idk about that
11:16:22 PM 214223803: i feel, fucking, vital
11:16:27 PM 214223803: with them
11:16:29 PM cONKER: lmao
11:16:36 PM 214223803: really
11:16:41 PM cONKER: well that's good
11:16:43 PM 214223803: i doze off when i dont supplement
11:16:57 PM 214223803: i pass out, lose focus, headaches, feel sickly
11:16:57 PM 214223803: lol
11:16:59 PM 214223803: idk
11:17:04 PM cONKER: that's because you suplement all the time
11:17:09 PM cONKER: which makes it bad
11:17:10 PM cONKER: by the way
11:17:16 PM 214223803: thats not true
11:17:21 PM cONKER: yes it is
11:17:23 PM 214223803: no its not
11:17:26 PM 214223803: tell me why
11:17:36 PM 214223803: and in what way exactly makes it bad
11:17:39 PM cONKER: if you crash out when you don't take your magic pills that means they're bad
11:17:48 PM 214223803: okay
11:17:51 PM cONKER: in my mind you should just um
11:17:53 PM 214223803: let me articulate before you continue
11:17:57 PM cONKER: no
11:18:00 PM cONKER: don't bother, lmao
11:18:02 PM cONKER: i don't really care
11:18:05 PM cONKER: you can do what you want
11:18:17 PM 214223803: i didnt mean to say i crash
11:18:30 PM 214223803: i dont
11:18:35 PM 214223803: its not like caffeine
11:18:54 PM 214223803: i dont really eat that much
11:19:00 PM cONKER: well see
11:19:01 PM cONKER: that's bad
11:19:03 PM 214223803: i probably dont collect as much nutrition
11:19:07 PM 214223803: as someone who eats all day
11:19:11 PM cONKER: which is stupid, by the way
11:19:18 PM 214223803: not eating alot?
11:19:25 PM 214223803: i eat as much as i feel i need to
11:19:29 PM 214223803: i go by my appetite
11:19:40 PM cONKER: you should set how much you're eating and when you eat every day
11:19:44 PM 214223803: im a lean ass guy, i dont crave fatty foods all day
11:19:45 PM cONKER: on a schedule if you can
11:19:50 PM cONKER: that's how it's kinda supposed to be
11:19:56 PM cONKER: and you don't have to eat fatty foods
11:20:00 PM cONKER: you should start eating
11:20:02 PM 214223803: i eat 3 small meals a day
11:20:02 PM cONKER: and eat healthy
11:20:04 PM cONKER: and uh
11:20:09 PM cONKER: that's better than eating a bunch of pills
11:20:25 PM 214223803: i eat 3 small meals a day and supplement every 12 hours
11:20:31 PM 214223803: and drink only water
11:20:36 PM 214223803: and run atleast 3 times a week
11:20:51 PM 214223803: -energy drinks on occasion
11:21:08 PM 214223803: i just, metabolise everything, quickly
11:21:10 PM 214223803: always have
11:21:24 PM 214223803: which is probably why i [crash] when i dont take my vitamins
11:21:33 PM 214223803: which is why i was upset about running out for the moment
11:21:34 PM 214223803: =p
11:22:17 PM cONKER: and like i said
11:22:22 PM cONKER: i don't care stas ;D
11:22:31 PM 214223803: so what
11:22:35 PM 214223803: i dont care that you dont care
11:22:43 PM cONKER: obviously
11:22:54 PM 214223803: you said something i didnt agree with
11:22:58 PM 214223803: the end
11:23:03 PM 214223803: i said what i wanted to say
11:23:04 PM cONKER: i was just giving you my opinion
11:23:09 PM cONKER: you didn't have to defend yourself
11:23:12 PM cONKER: because i also told you
11:23:14 PM cONKER: that i didn't care
11:23:16 PM cONKER: RIGHT OFF THE BAT
11:23:18 PM 214223803: you challenged my diet
11:23:22 PM 214223803: hahaha
11:23:22 PM cONKER: and that i didn't ant to talk about your diet
11:23:25 PM cONKER: or your fucking vitamins ;P
11:23:30 PM 214223803: blow me
11:23:31 PM cONKER: because i don't care
11:23:40 PM 214223803: =DDDDDDDDDd
11:23:42 PM 214223803: HARD
11:23:48 PM cONKER: declined
11:23:57 PM 214223803: no
11:24:01 PM cONKER: fuck you
11:24:06 PM 214223803: fuck your declined bullshit
11:24:08 PM cONKER: you cna't tell me i can't decline you bitch
11:24:12 PM 214223803: yes i can
11:24:14 PM cONKER: you don't know how to play this game
11:24:15 PM cONKER: you fail
11:24:15 PM 214223803: its a crutch
11:24:17 PM cONKER: again
11:24:19 PM cONKER: AGAIN
11:24:22 PM cONKER: two strikes
11:24:22 PM 214223803: decline
11:24:25 PM 214223803: doesnt make you cool
11:24:25 PM cONKER: don't fail me again
11:24:29 PM cONKER: dude
11:24:31 PM cONKER: nothing makes me cool
11:24:36 PM cONKER: that's why i'm cool
11:24:38 PM cONKER: because i'm not
11:24:44 PM 214223803: you think your cool homeboy
11:24:48 PM 214223803: its all facade
11:25:02 PM cONKER: i think i'm cool
11:25:06 PM cONKER: and i don't care if anyone else does
11:25:18 PM cONKER: because, essentially, everyone can go fuck themselves as far as i'm concerned
11:25:31 PM 214223803: you really feel that way?
11:25:34 PM 214223803: i mean, honestly
11:25:36 PM 214223803: just, wondering
11:25:40 PM 214223803: lol
11:25:40 PM cONKER: 5th
11:26:37 PM 214223803: look, i dont care about your game. im sure there is some kind of "right" thing i could do to "win" im assuming when you say declined i say something according, i dont even know if its really a game im in the dark here, i actually feel dumb, i think thats the point
11:26:39 PM 214223803: but fuck it
11:26:43 PM 214223803: im saying
11:26:44 PM 214223803: SHIT
11:27:02 PM cONKER: THREE STRIKES
11:27:04 PM cONKER: YOU'RE OUT!
11:27:07 PM 214223803: okay
11:27:08 PM 214223803: tell me
11:27:10 PM 214223803: i want to know
11:27:11 PM cONKER: it's fucking FUN STAS
11:27:13 PM cONKER: THIS IS THE INTERNET
11:27:16 PM cONKER: IT'S NOT SERIOUS
11:27:18 PM 214223803: OMGOMGOMGOMG
11:27:19 PM cONKER: AND NOTHING SAID ON IT IS SERIOUS
11:27:22 PM cONKER: DO YOU GET IT
11:27:24 PM cONKER: THIS IS A FUN GAME
11:27:26 PM cONKER: THAT I PLAY
11:27:28 PM cONKER: WHEN I AM BORED
11:27:31 PM 214223803: hahaha
11:27:37 PM cONKER: SO WHEN YOU COME ON HERE LIKE "OMG DUDE WTF ARE YOU SERIOUS"
11:27:39 PM cONKER: YOU FUCKING LOSE
11:27:47 PM cONKER: BECAUSE NO
11:27:48 PM cONKER: I'M NOT
11:27:51 PM cONKER: BUT I AM
11:27:53 PM cONKER: BUT I'M NOT
11:27:56 PM cONKER: SO YOU SPOIL MY FUN
11:28:01 PM cONKER: AND YOU FAIL TO SEE THE FUN IN THE GAME
11:28:03 PM cONKER: SO YOU FAIL
11:28:03 PM cONKER: END
11:28:08 PM cONKER: YOU DON'T HAVE TO FAIL
11:28:09 PM cONKER: BUT YOU DO
11:28:12 PM cONKER: SO I TELL YOU
11:28:15 PM cONKER: AND THEN YOU GET OFFENDED
11:28:18 PM cONKER: AND THEN I DON'T CARE
11:28:21 PM cONKER: BECAUSE IT'S A FUCKING GAME
11:28:25 PM cONKER: AND IT'S FUN
11:28:39 PM 214223803: wow
11:28:45 PM cONKER: there you go
11:28:50 PM cONKER: was that a good explaination
11:28:55 PM 214223803: i get it
11:29:07 PM 214223803: that was badass
11:29:11 PM 214223803: i totally didnt see that
11:29:22 PM cONKER: this is what i do
11:29:36 PM 214223803: ive got that part
11:29:37 PM 214223803: lol
11:30:01 PM 214223803: makes me feel like i need to lighten up
11:30:13 PM cONKER: a TWEEEEENY BIT
11:30:26 PM 214223803: well, with the internet atleast, im fine in normal, real life interactions
11:30:34 PM 214223803: its just, messages fuck my head up
11:30:38 PM cONKER: FAILING AGAIN
11:30:44 PM cONKER: REMEMBER THAT NONE OF THIS IS REAL
11:30:46 PM cONKER: REMEMBER THAT
11:30:49 PM cONKER: THIS IS INTERNET
11:30:54 PM cONKER: AND THEREFORE THIS NEVER HAPPENED
11:31:15 PM 214223803: i feel destroyed
11:31:22 PM 214223803: hahahahahaha
11:31:27 PM 214223803: seriously
11:31:48 PM 214223803: this is my "you take the internet seriously, stephen" realization i was destined to have at one point
11:32:00 PM 214223803: like, the first one
11:32:02 PM 214223803: i feel so
11:32:05 PM 214223803: soulless
11:33:29 PM 214223803: okay im done
11:33:33 PM 214223803: holler at me
11:34:33 PM 214223803: on a lighter note
11:34:38 PM 214223803: listen to what happened to me today
11:34:42 PM 214223803: more insight into me
11:34:54 PM 214223803: so im sitting at a friends house
11:35:29 PM 214223803: and theres this chick thats acting lame, blah blahhing about how she just got out of the hospital and how shes got manic depressive disorder and bipolar
11:35:59 PM 214223803: but did not have this 24 hours prior
11:36:18 PM 214223803: and im like "so, did you go to the hostpital and get diagnosed before you left?"
11:36:25 PM 214223803: i guess she didnt really understand what i was saying
11:36:42 PM 214223803: i was being really specific trying to clarify if she JUST got this diagnosis or not
11:36:52 PM 214223803: not that complicated
11:36:56 PM 214223803: and shes looks at me and says
11:37:03 PM 214223803: "i tried to kill myself"
11:37:26 PM 214223803: and im like "yea, but did you get the diagnosis in the hospital, or did you have it before you got there"
11:37:40 PM 214223803: and she was like "no, i got it there"
11:37:49 PM 214223803: and i was just like, cool, so what do they have you on
11:38:14 PM 214223803: she says she doesnt know
11:38:25 PM 214223803: so i say If i say the name will you recognize it?
11:38:32 PM 214223803: and she says Yes, it starts with an <
11:38:35 PM 214223803: M**
11:38:47 PM 214223803: so i say, Maltodextrin?
11:38:50 PM 214223803: and she says no
11:38:58 PM 214223803: then i look it up on the interenet
11:39:11 PM 214223803: and fucking Maltodextrin is a food additive hahahahahahah
11:39:23 PM 214223803: so i feel played
11:41:18 PM 214223803: end
11:43:11 PM cONKER: lmao
11:43:13 PM cONKER: nice
11:43:24 PM cONKER: i'm writing lyrics to a song
11:43:29 PM cONKER: pickin treees in the summer time
i got three faces on my dime
i don't have enough time to rhyme
so i'll just eat some fecalmatter
i was raised in a steel cage
get my kicks from mayonaise
i don't know how many days it's been
since this cantelope became my friend
i'm starting to wonder if this might be wrong
that i shaved the skin off the top of my dong
i wrap my balls around a tree
to make sure it's not lookin' at me
when i take a doodie it's really hectic
i flush my waste down to the sceptic
and down it goes with a silly twist
but there's a man in the toilet who EATS MY SHIT
11:53:23 PM 214223803: its like i hear you singing it now
11:53:52 PM cONKER: good
11:54:17 PM 214223803: and i visualize you doing the things you rhyme about
11:54:31 PM 214223803: so its like, one big clusterfuck of sensation
11:54:35 PM cONKER: lol
11:54:37 PM 214223803: of tres
11:54:48 PM 214223803: okay
11:54:53 PM 214223803: i want to know something
11:55:23 PM 214223803: your real name is frank
11:55:28 PM 214223803: but everyone calls you tres
11:55:46 PM 214223803: i know its not complex, my name is stephen but alot of people call me stas
11:55:57 PM 214223803: and im not asking the origin of the, tres
11:56:03 PM 214223803: but, people MOSTLY call you tres
11:56:04 PM 214223803: always
11:56:12 PM 214223803: its basically more your name
11:56:14 PM 214223803: than your real name
11:56:21 PM cONKER: frank anthony dinicola III
11:56:28 PM 214223803: ive got that part
11:56:33 PM 214223803: just asking how you feel about it
11:56:34 PM cONKER: III
11:56:37 PM 214223803: ive got that
11:56:39 PM 214223803: just saying
11:56:41 PM cONKER: how do i feel about it
11:56:44 PM 214223803: do you feel alienated
11:56:44 PM cONKER: i think it's fucking awesome
11:56:48 PM cONKER: i'm annoymous
11:56:49 PM 214223803: because noone says frank
11:56:53 PM cONKER: no one knows who i am
11:56:54 PM cONKER: really
11:57:02 PM cONKER: and that makes me harder than the statue of liberty
11:57:29 PM 214223803: thats cool. but i was kind of asking, because, me personally
11:57:41 PM 214223803: when someone i dont know calls me stas
11:57:45 PM 214223803: i dont really care for it
11:57:53 PM 214223803: i think its great when people say Stephen
11:57:58 PM 214223803: and i prefer it
11:58:17 PM 214223803: of course, when my friends who were there before alot of people starting nicknaming me that, say it, im fine
11:58:20 PM 214223803: but like
11:58:41 PM 214223803: i didnt know if everyone calls you tres but noone stopped to think that maybe youd REALLY appreciate it if someone called you Frank
11:58:52 PM cONKER: everyone at work calls me frank
11:58:57 PM cONKER: everyone at home calls me tres
11:59:05 PM cONKER: it's how i can determine who i know from where without thinking aout it
11:59:19 PM 214223803: sounds like it works out
11:59:46 PM 214223803: i just wanted to be the one that asked in the instance that noone else ever did, if you really liked it or not. lol
12:00:38 AM 214223803: to be a considerate friend
12:00:41 AM 214223803: <333333333333333333333
12:01:11 AM cONKER: i used to hate frank
12:01:17 AM cONKER: but now i've come to terms with it
12:01:30 AM 214223803: i used to hate stasiowski, similarly
12:01:57 AM 214223803: i dont know if there is any aspect of your being that has instilled the exact same reaction in everyone youve ever met your entire life or not, but i have
12:02:04 AM 214223803: and that hallmark is my last name
12:02:04 AM 214223803: everyone
12:02:10 AM 214223803: "HAHAHAHAH"
12:02:31 AM 214223803: "how do u sa-y iitt, STA A KOW SKYY ?? HUH?"
12:02:35 AM 214223803: everyone
12:02:47 AM 214223803: it seems like, it wouldnt be that big of a deal
12:02:49 AM 214223803: honestly
12:03:09 AM 214223803: but its always been a great topic
12:03:11 AM 214223803: for everyone
12:03:13 AM 214223803: to laugh at
12:03:19 AM 214223803: then one day
12:03:22 AM 214223803: some guy was like
12:03:39 AM 214223803: i wish i had a cool ass last name, my last name is simple, its like, Doe or something
12:03:49 AM 214223803: then i realized my last name helped me be less ordinary
12:03:58 AM 214223803: and as a young teenager
12:04:03 AM 214223803: it really meant alot to me
12:04:06 AM 214223803: to hear someone say that
12:04:10 AM 214223803: and from then on out
12:04:18 AM cONKER: heh
12:04:19 AM 214223803: ive felt like my name gives me alot of character
12:04:30 AM cONKER: i didn't respect my name for a really long time
12:04:34 AM cONKER: but i kinda love it now
12:05:14 AM 214223803: theres alot of things like that, that if i never really came to terms with
12:05:18 AM 214223803: like, how could i live with that
12:05:26 AM 214223803: being unsettled about my name
12:05:27 AM 214223803: until i die
12:08:35 AM cONKER: you could always change it
12:08:50 AM 214223803: theres no way thats satisfying
12:11:04 AM 214223803: allys brother
12:11:06 AM 214223803: eric
12:11:13 AM 214223803: used to have a pet squirrel'
12:11:41 AM cONKER: i know i played with it lots
12:11:48 AM 214223803: so what was it like
12:12:05 AM cONKER: it was a squirrel
12:12:09 AM cONKER: it had a tail
12:12:10 AM 214223803: psht
12:12:12 AM 214223803: come on
12:12:13 AM cONKER: and it was kinda fluffy
12:12:20 AM cONKER: well what do you think a squirrel is like
12:12:24 AM cONKER: because it's just like that
12:12:29 AM cONKER: exactly like you think
12:12:30 AM cONKER: that's how it is
12:12:41 AM 214223803: well squirells you see run away jump off trees and do flips
12:12:45 AM 214223803: this one obviously sat in your lap
12:12:52 AM 214223803: thats why i want to know how it was
12:12:53 AM cONKER: chilled on your shoulder
12:12:55 AM cONKER: and cut flips
12:13:07 AM 214223803: thats so cool
12:13:19 AM 214223803: i just
12:13:24 AM 214223803: want to hold one so bad
12:13:33 AM cONKER: go catch one
12:13:37 AM 214223803: i might
12:13:46 AM 214223803: but whos to say it will chill once i capture it
12:13:58 AM 214223803: hell probably just try to run away as soon as i put him on the ground
12:14:12 AM 214223803: and i dont want some animal just to keep him in the cage
12:14:13 AM cONKER: woulnd' doubt it
12:14:25 AM 214223803: but this squirell didnt run away like that
12:14:26 AM 214223803: did it?
12:14:32 AM 214223803: i mean, he just, fuckin chilled
12:14:38 AM cONKER: they only had it because it's leg was broken i think
12:14:42 AM 214223803: hahaa
12:14:44 AM cONKER: and when it healed they let it peace out
12:14:53 AM 214223803: hey thats pretty cool
12:15:22 AM 214223803: yea, they could have gave it calcium in his little squirrel bowl
12:15:37 AM 214223803: or glucosamine
12:19:36 AM cONKER: lmao they prolly brought it to the vet
12:19:39 AM cONKER: and got it what it needed
12:20:30 AM 214223803: probably
12:20:36 AM 214223803: i still want one
12:20:38 AM 214223803: catch it
12:20:42 AM 214223803: break its fucking leg
12:20:51 AM 214223803: then heal it back to life with love and affection
12:20:59 AM cONKER: lmao
12:21:14 AM 214223803: seth
12:21:16 AM 214223803: finds out
12:21:18 AM 214223803: his aunt
12:21:21 AM 214223803: is a crackhead today
12:21:37 AM 214223803: that came out of nowhere
12:21:42 AM 214223803: i just, felt inclined to say that
12:21:47 AM 214223803: =p
12:22:51 AM cONKER: oo thas fun
12:23:18 AM 214223803: haha
12:23:27 AM 214223803: i had one offbeat ass day
12:23:29 AM 214223803: actually
12:23:40 AM 214223803: thats how everday has been for awhile
12:24:36 AM cONKER: actualize
12:24:37 AM cONKER: realize
12:24:39 AM cONKER: finalize
12:24:44 AM cONKER: bask
12:26:35 AM 214223803: something like that
12:26:46 AM 214223803: my mom thinks im on drugs again
12:27:01 AM 214223803: i feel like im just enjoying myself
12:27:05 AM 214223803: this, contentment
12:27:12 AM 214223803: i finally feel like, everything is in its right place
12:27:27 AM 214223803: it perspirates from my life lol
12:27:33 AM 214223803: and im my speech
12:27:35 AM 214223803: my thoguht
12:27:38 AM 214223803: my actions
12:27:41 AM 214223803: my performance
12:27:50 AM 214223803: and my mom interprets it as me being on drugs again
12:27:57 AM 214223803: expected, i guess
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11:14:07 PM cONKER: ;3
11:14:13 PM 214223803: how are things?
11:14:17 PM cONKER: the same
11:14:28 PM 214223803: good good
11:15:10 PM 214223803: as for me, i ran out of vitamins today =/
11:15:15 PM cONKER: oo
11:15:28 PM 214223803: mhm
11:15:39 PM 214223803: that shit just adds up
11:15:45 PM 214223803: and its expensive
11:15:52 PM 214223803: so like
11:15:52 PM 214223803: fuck
11:15:54 PM cONKER: that's how it goes
11:15:56 PM cONKER: i say fuck em
11:16:08 PM 214223803: idk about that
11:16:22 PM 214223803: i feel, fucking, vital
11:16:27 PM 214223803: with them
11:16:29 PM cONKER: lmao
11:16:36 PM 214223803: really
11:16:41 PM cONKER: well that's good
11:16:43 PM 214223803: i doze off when i dont supplement
11:16:57 PM 214223803: i pass out, lose focus, headaches, feel sickly
11:16:57 PM 214223803: lol
11:16:59 PM 214223803: idk
11:17:04 PM cONKER: that's because you suplement all the time
11:17:09 PM cONKER: which makes it bad
11:17:10 PM cONKER: by the way
11:17:16 PM 214223803: thats not true
11:17:21 PM cONKER: yes it is
11:17:23 PM 214223803: no its not
11:17:26 PM 214223803: tell me why
11:17:36 PM 214223803: and in what way exactly makes it bad
11:17:39 PM cONKER: if you crash out when you don't take your magic pills that means they're bad
11:17:48 PM 214223803: okay
11:17:51 PM cONKER: in my mind you should just um
11:17:53 PM 214223803: let me articulate before you continue
11:17:57 PM cONKER: no
11:18:00 PM cONKER: don't bother, lmao
11:18:02 PM cONKER: i don't really care
11:18:05 PM cONKER: you can do what you want
11:18:17 PM 214223803: i didnt mean to say i crash
11:18:30 PM 214223803: i dont
11:18:35 PM 214223803: its not like caffeine
11:18:54 PM 214223803: i dont really eat that much
11:19:00 PM cONKER: well see
11:19:01 PM cONKER: that's bad
11:19:03 PM 214223803: i probably dont collect as much nutrition
11:19:07 PM 214223803: as someone who eats all day
11:19:11 PM cONKER: which is stupid, by the way
11:19:18 PM 214223803: not eating alot?
11:19:25 PM 214223803: i eat as much as i feel i need to
11:19:29 PM 214223803: i go by my appetite
11:19:40 PM cONKER: you should set how much you're eating and when you eat every day
11:19:44 PM 214223803: im a lean ass guy, i dont crave fatty foods all day
11:19:45 PM cONKER: on a schedule if you can
11:19:50 PM cONKER: that's how it's kinda supposed to be
11:19:56 PM cONKER: and you don't have to eat fatty foods
11:20:00 PM cONKER: you should start eating
11:20:02 PM 214223803: i eat 3 small meals a day
11:20:02 PM cONKER: and eat healthy
11:20:04 PM cONKER: and uh
11:20:09 PM cONKER: that's better than eating a bunch of pills
11:20:25 PM 214223803: i eat 3 small meals a day and supplement every 12 hours
11:20:31 PM 214223803: and drink only water
11:20:36 PM 214223803: and run atleast 3 times a week
11:20:51 PM 214223803: -energy drinks on occasion
11:21:08 PM 214223803: i just, metabolise everything, quickly
11:21:10 PM 214223803: always have
11:21:24 PM 214223803: which is probably why i [crash] when i dont take my vitamins
11:21:33 PM 214223803: which is why i was upset about running out for the moment
11:21:34 PM 214223803: =p
11:22:17 PM cONKER: and like i said
11:22:22 PM cONKER: i don't care stas ;D
11:22:31 PM 214223803: so what
11:22:35 PM 214223803: i dont care that you dont care
11:22:43 PM cONKER: obviously
11:22:54 PM 214223803: you said something i didnt agree with
11:22:58 PM 214223803: the end
11:23:03 PM 214223803: i said what i wanted to say
11:23:04 PM cONKER: i was just giving you my opinion
11:23:09 PM cONKER: you didn't have to defend yourself
11:23:12 PM cONKER: because i also told you
11:23:14 PM cONKER: that i didn't care
11:23:16 PM cONKER: RIGHT OFF THE BAT
11:23:18 PM 214223803: you challenged my diet
11:23:22 PM 214223803: hahaha
11:23:22 PM cONKER: and that i didn't ant to talk about your diet
11:23:25 PM cONKER: or your fucking vitamins ;P
11:23:30 PM 214223803: blow me
11:23:31 PM cONKER: because i don't care
11:23:40 PM 214223803: =DDDDDDDDDd
11:23:42 PM 214223803: HARD
11:23:48 PM cONKER: declined
11:23:57 PM 214223803: no
11:24:01 PM cONKER: fuck you
11:24:06 PM 214223803: fuck your declined bullshit
11:24:08 PM cONKER: you cna't tell me i can't decline you bitch
11:24:12 PM 214223803: yes i can
11:24:14 PM cONKER: you don't know how to play this game
11:24:15 PM cONKER: you fail
11:24:15 PM 214223803: its a crutch
11:24:17 PM cONKER: again
11:24:19 PM cONKER: AGAIN
11:24:22 PM cONKER: two strikes
11:24:22 PM 214223803: decline
11:24:25 PM 214223803: doesnt make you cool
11:24:25 PM cONKER: don't fail me again
11:24:29 PM cONKER: dude
11:24:31 PM cONKER: nothing makes me cool
11:24:36 PM cONKER: that's why i'm cool
11:24:38 PM cONKER: because i'm not
11:24:44 PM 214223803: you think your cool homeboy
11:24:48 PM 214223803: its all facade
11:25:02 PM cONKER: i think i'm cool
11:25:06 PM cONKER: and i don't care if anyone else does
11:25:18 PM cONKER: because, essentially, everyone can go fuck themselves as far as i'm concerned
11:25:31 PM 214223803: you really feel that way?
11:25:34 PM 214223803: i mean, honestly
11:25:36 PM 214223803: just, wondering
11:25:40 PM 214223803: lol
11:25:40 PM cONKER: 5th
11:26:37 PM 214223803: look, i dont care about your game. im sure there is some kind of "right" thing i could do to "win" im assuming when you say declined i say something according, i dont even know if its really a game im in the dark here, i actually feel dumb, i think thats the point
11:26:39 PM 214223803: but fuck it
11:26:43 PM 214223803: im saying
11:26:44 PM 214223803: SHIT
11:27:02 PM cONKER: THREE STRIKES
11:27:04 PM cONKER: YOU'RE OUT!
11:27:07 PM 214223803: okay
11:27:08 PM 214223803: tell me
11:27:10 PM 214223803: i want to know
11:27:11 PM cONKER: it's fucking FUN STAS
11:27:13 PM cONKER: THIS IS THE INTERNET
11:27:16 PM cONKER: IT'S NOT SERIOUS
11:27:18 PM 214223803: OMGOMGOMGOMG
11:27:19 PM cONKER: AND NOTHING SAID ON IT IS SERIOUS
11:27:22 PM cONKER: DO YOU GET IT
11:27:24 PM cONKER: THIS IS A FUN GAME
11:27:26 PM cONKER: THAT I PLAY
11:27:28 PM cONKER: WHEN I AM BORED
11:27:31 PM 214223803: hahaha
11:27:37 PM cONKER: SO WHEN YOU COME ON HERE LIKE "OMG DUDE WTF ARE YOU SERIOUS"
11:27:39 PM cONKER: YOU FUCKING LOSE
11:27:47 PM cONKER: BECAUSE NO
11:27:48 PM cONKER: I'M NOT
11:27:51 PM cONKER: BUT I AM
11:27:53 PM cONKER: BUT I'M NOT
11:27:56 PM cONKER: SO YOU SPOIL MY FUN
11:28:01 PM cONKER: AND YOU FAIL TO SEE THE FUN IN THE GAME
11:28:03 PM cONKER: SO YOU FAIL
11:28:03 PM cONKER: END
11:28:08 PM cONKER: YOU DON'T HAVE TO FAIL
11:28:09 PM cONKER: BUT YOU DO
11:28:12 PM cONKER: SO I TELL YOU
11:28:15 PM cONKER: AND THEN YOU GET OFFENDED
11:28:18 PM cONKER: AND THEN I DON'T CARE
11:28:21 PM cONKER: BECAUSE IT'S A FUCKING GAME
11:28:25 PM cONKER: AND IT'S FUN
11:28:39 PM 214223803: wow
11:28:45 PM cONKER: there you go
11:28:50 PM cONKER: was that a good explaination
11:28:55 PM 214223803: i get it
11:29:07 PM 214223803: that was badass
11:29:11 PM 214223803: i totally didnt see that
11:29:22 PM cONKER: this is what i do
11:29:36 PM 214223803: ive got that part
11:29:37 PM 214223803: lol
11:30:01 PM 214223803: makes me feel like i need to lighten up
11:30:13 PM cONKER: a TWEEEEENY BIT
11:30:26 PM 214223803: well, with the internet atleast, im fine in normal, real life interactions
11:30:34 PM 214223803: its just, messages fuck my head up
11:30:38 PM cONKER: FAILING AGAIN
11:30:44 PM cONKER: REMEMBER THAT NONE OF THIS IS REAL
11:30:46 PM cONKER: REMEMBER THAT
11:30:49 PM cONKER: THIS IS INTERNET
11:30:54 PM cONKER: AND THEREFORE THIS NEVER HAPPENED
11:31:15 PM 214223803: i feel destroyed
11:31:22 PM 214223803: hahahahahaha
11:31:27 PM 214223803: seriously
11:31:48 PM 214223803: this is my "you take the internet seriously, stephen" realization i was destined to have at one point
11:32:00 PM 214223803: like, the first one
11:32:02 PM 214223803: i feel so
11:32:05 PM 214223803: soulless
11:33:29 PM 214223803: okay im done
11:33:33 PM 214223803: holler at me
11:34:33 PM 214223803: on a lighter note
11:34:38 PM 214223803: listen to what happened to me today
11:34:42 PM 214223803: more insight into me
11:34:54 PM 214223803: so im sitting at a friends house
11:35:29 PM 214223803: and theres this chick thats acting lame, blah blahhing about how she just got out of the hospital and how shes got manic depressive disorder and bipolar
11:35:59 PM 214223803: but did not have this 24 hours prior
11:36:18 PM 214223803: and im like "so, did you go to the hostpital and get diagnosed before you left?"
11:36:25 PM 214223803: i guess she didnt really understand what i was saying
11:36:42 PM 214223803: i was being really specific trying to clarify if she JUST got this diagnosis or not
11:36:52 PM 214223803: not that complicated
11:36:56 PM 214223803: and shes looks at me and says
11:37:03 PM 214223803: "i tried to kill myself"
11:37:26 PM 214223803: and im like "yea, but did you get the diagnosis in the hospital, or did you have it before you got there"
11:37:40 PM 214223803: and she was like "no, i got it there"
11:37:49 PM 214223803: and i was just like, cool, so what do they have you on
11:38:14 PM 214223803: she says she doesnt know
11:38:25 PM 214223803: so i say If i say the name will you recognize it?
11:38:32 PM 214223803: and she says Yes, it starts with an <
11:38:35 PM 214223803: M**
11:38:47 PM 214223803: so i say, Maltodextrin?
11:38:50 PM 214223803: and she says no
11:38:58 PM 214223803: then i look it up on the interenet
11:39:11 PM 214223803: and fucking Maltodextrin is a food additive hahahahahahah
11:39:23 PM 214223803: so i feel played
11:41:18 PM 214223803: end
11:43:11 PM cONKER: lmao
11:43:13 PM cONKER: nice
11:43:24 PM cONKER: i'm writing lyrics to a song
11:43:29 PM cONKER: pickin treees in the summer time
i got three faces on my dime
i don't have enough time to rhyme
so i'll just eat some fecalmatter
i was raised in a steel cage
get my kicks from mayonaise
i don't know how many days it's been
since this cantelope became my friend
i'm starting to wonder if this might be wrong
that i shaved the skin off the top of my dong
i wrap my balls around a tree
to make sure it's not lookin' at me
when i take a doodie it's really hectic
i flush my waste down to the sceptic
and down it goes with a silly twist
but there's a man in the toilet who EATS MY SHIT
11:53:23 PM 214223803: its like i hear you singing it now
11:53:52 PM cONKER: good
11:54:17 PM 214223803: and i visualize you doing the things you rhyme about
11:54:31 PM 214223803: so its like, one big clusterfuck of sensation
11:54:35 PM cONKER: lol
11:54:37 PM 214223803: of tres
11:54:48 PM 214223803: okay
11:54:53 PM 214223803: i want to know something
11:55:23 PM 214223803: your real name is frank
11:55:28 PM 214223803: but everyone calls you tres
11:55:46 PM 214223803: i know its not complex, my name is stephen but alot of people call me stas
11:55:57 PM 214223803: and im not asking the origin of the, tres
11:56:03 PM 214223803: but, people MOSTLY call you tres
11:56:04 PM 214223803: always
11:56:12 PM 214223803: its basically more your name
11:56:14 PM 214223803: than your real name
11:56:21 PM cONKER: frank anthony dinicola III
11:56:28 PM 214223803: ive got that part
11:56:33 PM 214223803: just asking how you feel about it
11:56:34 PM cONKER: III
11:56:37 PM 214223803: ive got that
11:56:39 PM 214223803: just saying
11:56:41 PM cONKER: how do i feel about it
11:56:44 PM 214223803: do you feel alienated
11:56:44 PM cONKER: i think it's fucking awesome
11:56:48 PM cONKER: i'm annoymous
11:56:49 PM 214223803: because noone says frank
11:56:53 PM cONKER: no one knows who i am
11:56:54 PM cONKER: really
11:57:02 PM cONKER: and that makes me harder than the statue of liberty
11:57:29 PM 214223803: thats cool. but i was kind of asking, because, me personally
11:57:41 PM 214223803: when someone i dont know calls me stas
11:57:45 PM 214223803: i dont really care for it
11:57:53 PM 214223803: i think its great when people say Stephen
11:57:58 PM 214223803: and i prefer it
11:58:17 PM 214223803: of course, when my friends who were there before alot of people starting nicknaming me that, say it, im fine
11:58:20 PM 214223803: but like
11:58:41 PM 214223803: i didnt know if everyone calls you tres but noone stopped to think that maybe youd REALLY appreciate it if someone called you Frank
11:58:52 PM cONKER: everyone at work calls me frank
11:58:57 PM cONKER: everyone at home calls me tres
11:59:05 PM cONKER: it's how i can determine who i know from where without thinking aout it
11:59:19 PM 214223803: sounds like it works out
11:59:46 PM 214223803: i just wanted to be the one that asked in the instance that noone else ever did, if you really liked it or not. lol
12:00:38 AM 214223803: to be a considerate friend
12:00:41 AM 214223803: <333333333333333333333
12:01:11 AM cONKER: i used to hate frank
12:01:17 AM cONKER: but now i've come to terms with it
12:01:30 AM 214223803: i used to hate stasiowski, similarly
12:01:57 AM 214223803: i dont know if there is any aspect of your being that has instilled the exact same reaction in everyone youve ever met your entire life or not, but i have
12:02:04 AM 214223803: and that hallmark is my last name
12:02:04 AM 214223803: everyone
12:02:10 AM 214223803: "HAHAHAHAH"
12:02:31 AM 214223803: "how do u sa-y iitt, STA A KOW SKYY ?? HUH?"
12:02:35 AM 214223803: everyone
12:02:47 AM 214223803: it seems like, it wouldnt be that big of a deal
12:02:49 AM 214223803: honestly
12:03:09 AM 214223803: but its always been a great topic
12:03:11 AM 214223803: for everyone
12:03:13 AM 214223803: to laugh at
12:03:19 AM 214223803: then one day
12:03:22 AM 214223803: some guy was like
12:03:39 AM 214223803: i wish i had a cool ass last name, my last name is simple, its like, Doe or something
12:03:49 AM 214223803: then i realized my last name helped me be less ordinary
12:03:58 AM 214223803: and as a young teenager
12:04:03 AM 214223803: it really meant alot to me
12:04:06 AM 214223803: to hear someone say that
12:04:10 AM 214223803: and from then on out
12:04:18 AM cONKER: heh
12:04:19 AM 214223803: ive felt like my name gives me alot of character
12:04:30 AM cONKER: i didn't respect my name for a really long time
12:04:34 AM cONKER: but i kinda love it now
12:05:14 AM 214223803: theres alot of things like that, that if i never really came to terms with
12:05:18 AM 214223803: like, how could i live with that
12:05:26 AM 214223803: being unsettled about my name
12:05:27 AM 214223803: until i die
12:08:35 AM cONKER: you could always change it
12:08:50 AM 214223803: theres no way thats satisfying
12:11:04 AM 214223803: allys brother
12:11:06 AM 214223803: eric
12:11:13 AM 214223803: used to have a pet squirrel'
12:11:41 AM cONKER: i know i played with it lots
12:11:48 AM 214223803: so what was it like
12:12:05 AM cONKER: it was a squirrel
12:12:09 AM cONKER: it had a tail
12:12:10 AM 214223803: psht
12:12:12 AM 214223803: come on
12:12:13 AM cONKER: and it was kinda fluffy
12:12:20 AM cONKER: well what do you think a squirrel is like
12:12:24 AM cONKER: because it's just like that
12:12:29 AM cONKER: exactly like you think
12:12:30 AM cONKER: that's how it is
12:12:41 AM 214223803: well squirells you see run away jump off trees and do flips
12:12:45 AM 214223803: this one obviously sat in your lap
12:12:52 AM 214223803: thats why i want to know how it was
12:12:53 AM cONKER: chilled on your shoulder
12:12:55 AM cONKER: and cut flips
12:13:07 AM 214223803: thats so cool
12:13:19 AM 214223803: i just
12:13:24 AM 214223803: want to hold one so bad
12:13:33 AM cONKER: go catch one
12:13:37 AM 214223803: i might
12:13:46 AM 214223803: but whos to say it will chill once i capture it
12:13:58 AM 214223803: hell probably just try to run away as soon as i put him on the ground
12:14:12 AM 214223803: and i dont want some animal just to keep him in the cage
12:14:13 AM cONKER: woulnd' doubt it
12:14:25 AM 214223803: but this squirell didnt run away like that
12:14:26 AM 214223803: did it?
12:14:32 AM 214223803: i mean, he just, fuckin chilled
12:14:38 AM cONKER: they only had it because it's leg was broken i think
12:14:42 AM 214223803: hahaa
12:14:44 AM cONKER: and when it healed they let it peace out
12:14:53 AM 214223803: hey thats pretty cool
12:15:22 AM 214223803: yea, they could have gave it calcium in his little squirrel bowl
12:15:37 AM 214223803: or glucosamine
12:19:36 AM cONKER: lmao they prolly brought it to the vet
12:19:39 AM cONKER: and got it what it needed
12:20:30 AM 214223803: probably
12:20:36 AM 214223803: i still want one
12:20:38 AM 214223803: catch it
12:20:42 AM 214223803: break its fucking leg
12:20:51 AM 214223803: then heal it back to life with love and affection
12:20:59 AM cONKER: lmao
12:21:14 AM 214223803: seth
12:21:16 AM 214223803: finds out
12:21:18 AM 214223803: his aunt
12:21:21 AM 214223803: is a crackhead today
12:21:37 AM 214223803: that came out of nowhere
12:21:42 AM 214223803: i just, felt inclined to say that
12:21:47 AM 214223803: =p
12:22:51 AM cONKER: oo thas fun
12:23:18 AM 214223803: haha
12:23:27 AM 214223803: i had one offbeat ass day
12:23:29 AM 214223803: actually
12:23:40 AM 214223803: thats how everday has been for awhile
12:24:36 AM cONKER: actualize
12:24:37 AM cONKER: realize
12:24:39 AM cONKER: finalize
12:24:44 AM cONKER: bask
12:26:35 AM 214223803: something like that
12:26:46 AM 214223803: my mom thinks im on drugs again
12:27:01 AM 214223803: i feel like im just enjoying myself
12:27:05 AM 214223803: this, contentment
12:27:12 AM 214223803: i finally feel like, everything is in its right place
12:27:27 AM 214223803: it perspirates from my life lol
12:27:33 AM 214223803: and im my speech
12:27:35 AM 214223803: my thoguht
12:27:38 AM 214223803: my actions
12:27:41 AM 214223803: my performance
12:27:50 AM 214223803: and my mom interprets it as me being on drugs again
12:27:57 AM 214223803: expected, i guess
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