why

[laserblast]

why do i feel so distant sometimes? have i lost my ability to participate? i find myself irritated quite often. irritated about nothing. just irritated at people. irritated about the stupid things that they do, or the stupid things that they think or say. irritated that i have obligations. irritated that, for some reason, i can't just get in my van and ride into the sunset never to return.

well, ok...i don't have a van.

i miss my friends.

i miss late nights laughing and sleepless journeys.

i miss my long lost life.

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