chaos

[laserblast]

it'll make your day more interesting, right?
we all need a little chaos.
for how would one describe a day
if there would never be any chaos?
ruining my day one second at a time
but in the end i guess
that everything will turn out fine
and hopefully for the best
like throwing myself into a fucking woodchipper
and trying to replace the pieces
my heart and my soul are all restless and lost
and my life force has generally depleated
but i guess one day it'll be worth the time
and the effort i put into this
then again, maybe not
at the rate that i'm losing i might just cease to exist.