Jun 03, 2005 06:20
im so tired of feeling "not cool"
as crappy and shallow as that sounds...
i dont mean like wahoo...i wear a&f.
i mean cool like, im hardcore and wear vintage ramone's shirts and know every song and every band ever.
i just wish i was like that.
i mean, i could if i wanted to be.
im just sorry im not that cool.
im a crappy little "cute" showtune girl with a mix of emo and ambitious indie.
aaaand. i'll probably never know the names to all of The cure's albums.
and i'll probably never look right in a pair of converses
and yes, frankly, that upsets me.
oh well.
i guess sequined shoes. bright eyes. Original cast recordings. and an over abundance of cordouroy products is just what my lifes going to be.
...and thats ok.
im sure, to someone, im cool and eccentric and wonderful.
maybe i'll go practice one of my songs for voice lessons.