Open the window already!!!!
This isn't a woe is me thang, i promise, just needing to vent. The peeps in my day to day life are amazing, just sometimes when shit is hitting the fan, they have a tendency to smother like whoa, so I am keeping the following info close at hand for the moment to them, but am needing to get it out here in order to preserve my stomach lining and keep anxiety at normal (which is high as is,lol) levels.
We have been informed that D will need/ and will be having quadruple bypass surgery within the next month and a half. He is basically averaging all around 85% blockage, so angioplasty is flat out no longer an option.
I have been asked to not tell my grandmother anything due to my last aunt dying two weeks ago, and D just doesn't want to add to her stress, i.e. his stress, but she knows something is up within our household, just not what. I keep telling him a mother always knows. He says to tell her I'm preggers to throw her off his scent...a little funny, just not really.
Seriously, loving 2008...not so much,lolz.
We're all just trying to remember to breath right now....and to honestly keep our faith in each other, and the strength of our family and all that blah blah blah. I also keep trying to remind myself that saying of god doesn't close a door without opening a window stuff, but it's starting to get a bit stuffy in here o_0,lol.
Then again, i could never get that man to take a vacation; remember kids, don't wish too hard.
As always, thanks guys :)
We have been informed that D will need/ and will be having quadruple bypass surgery within the next month and a half. He is basically averaging all around 85% blockage, so angioplasty is flat out no longer an option.
I have been asked to not tell my grandmother anything due to my last aunt dying two weeks ago, and D just doesn't want to add to her stress, i.e. his stress, but she knows something is up within our household, just not what. I keep telling him a mother always knows. He says to tell her I'm preggers to throw her off his scent...a little funny, just not really.
Seriously, loving 2008...not so much,lolz.
We're all just trying to remember to breath right now....and to honestly keep our faith in each other, and the strength of our family and all that blah blah blah. I also keep trying to remind myself that saying of god doesn't close a door without opening a window stuff, but it's starting to get a bit stuffy in here o_0,lol.
Then again, i could never get that man to take a vacation; remember kids, don't wish too hard.
As always, thanks guys :)