goddamn
well hell i haven't updated in this bitch in fucking forever. well i have a lot of shit going on in my life... its quite gay actually.. and i dont feel like explaining it to you all (even though no one reads this) well i recently went to the ICP concert. it was amazing. i saw anybody killa and ICP. 2 live crew didn't come to tampa i guess because they have stricter laws about what you can do so they cancelled. but it was great. i stayed home from skool today because my dad wanted me to work with him. he has been acting really really different lately ever since mary has been coming to my house. but anyway it was weird to say the least cause i had on my blue dickies shirt and he had on this light blue button up shirt and we kinda looked alike it was scary. i have an 18 f in chemistry i really need to bring that bitch up before interims because i would die. i got home today at like three and just went into my room and layed there for awhile and thought about my life and how fucking gay it is. i need to go to bed soon because i have to go to skool tomorrow. i cant wait until this summer... i get to go to texas and spend 2 weeks with my uncle then to arizona to spend time with my other uncle and maybe just maybe my life will take a 180 and i'll get to stay there. It will be a fresh start in a different place... away from redneck fucks and posers and all these other stupid mother fuckers that put a strain on my life... maybe if i move there i will actually be able to be happy. doubt it though cause my dad would never go for that. think that im going to go to lakeland this weekend maybe walk around the mall ... mingle with some anonymous people... might go to a movie... oh yay... more time by myself to let my thoughts wander... its better that way i guess... i dont have to put up with anyone's bullshit... oh well i think this is going to conclude my entry... must go take a shower and get my shit together for skool... cant forget the mask that i put on everyday to hide myself...
Fuck Off,
Joey
Fuck Off,
Joey