Oct 07, 2002 15:32
FUCK EVERYBODY AND I HOPE YOU ALL DIE AND GO TO HELL! very pissed off right now. i guess its all coming clearer now. how the fuck could i have been so fucking stupid to think that everything is not bad. well fuck it. im fucking tired of people and their shit. everyone fucking thinks about themself and no one else. one fucking person, name one fucking person that isnt like that. fuck. everyone just seems to overlook me and my fucking problems like they would fucking care in the first place. no, everyone fucking else can sit their and piss and moan and joey is just supposed to sit there, listen, and try to help them. but fuck it if joey has problems, fuck it if i try to tell anyone my feelings, what goes on in my fucked up world. no one fucking cares about that. no, so fuck all of you. tired of this bullshit fucked up three dimensional piece of shit everyone calls life. and when you fuckers read this i dont want your fucking sympathy. because it is fucking fake. oh no joeys sad lets tell him something nice to cheer him up. well that would have been nice about 10 years ago. someone that has never been loved, someone that has never had someone to go to, to tell their problems to, someone that has grown up not knowing any kind of good emotion, someone put into life by parents that hate him, someone that would like just once to actually feel accepted and liked. I THE MOTHER FUCKER THAT STANDS OUT IN THE FUCKING CROWD. well im tired of all this bullshit and i just had to get that off my chest. feel a lil better now. not really