wow...it's been months.
a pleasant change from when i used to update this thing about four or five times a day. the good old days...
the last time i updated was the beginning of this past semester. the semester is now over. done with finals, back home for Christmas. the time in between...pretty hellish. probably the worst semester of my life. never in my life have i doubted myself so much, been so incredibly stupid, so undisciplined, so just undeniably fucked up. I'm just so glad it's over so now I can go on with my life.
I've learned more than I can say in these past few months. I guess the only thing I can say right now is that sometimes, when you're going through hell, it's important to not lose the one thing that's going to keep you going: faith. faith in yourself, in other people, in your friends, in God. Sometimes things happen that you just can't explain, and that if you try to explain, you're just going to go absolutely crazy. so just let it happen, and try not to think too much about it. appreciate what you do have, and don't kill yourself thinking about what's not there. because in all honesty, what good does that do?
Next semester will be better. i don't really think it could go much worse.
i hope everyone else had a good semester and is now enjoying their holidays. i'm glad i got to see a bunch of you over the past few days.
we're planning on going to dallas for a few days, but i am planning on making it to the new year's bash. don't ask me how, i don't know all the particulars quite yet. but i'm pretty sure i'll be there. should be fun.
i have to be back in mobile by jan. 4th. so in between that time, if anyone is insanely bored, call me up.
i love you all, and i miss you.
the last time i updated was the beginning of this past semester. the semester is now over. done with finals, back home for Christmas. the time in between...pretty hellish. probably the worst semester of my life. never in my life have i doubted myself so much, been so incredibly stupid, so undisciplined, so just undeniably fucked up. I'm just so glad it's over so now I can go on with my life.
I've learned more than I can say in these past few months. I guess the only thing I can say right now is that sometimes, when you're going through hell, it's important to not lose the one thing that's going to keep you going: faith. faith in yourself, in other people, in your friends, in God. Sometimes things happen that you just can't explain, and that if you try to explain, you're just going to go absolutely crazy. so just let it happen, and try not to think too much about it. appreciate what you do have, and don't kill yourself thinking about what's not there. because in all honesty, what good does that do?
Next semester will be better. i don't really think it could go much worse.
i hope everyone else had a good semester and is now enjoying their holidays. i'm glad i got to see a bunch of you over the past few days.
we're planning on going to dallas for a few days, but i am planning on making it to the new year's bash. don't ask me how, i don't know all the particulars quite yet. but i'm pretty sure i'll be there. should be fun.
i have to be back in mobile by jan. 4th. so in between that time, if anyone is insanely bored, call me up.
i love you all, and i miss you.