First Love
「ずっとずっと変わらないものなんて無いと理解ってる
思い出す度 焦がれる胸」means “I understand this is not something that can stay forever and ever unchanging. Whenever I remember, my heart yearns for you" it's a quote from Shunsetsu No Koro from the GazettE song and it’s exactly what I felt about it, my first love.
I was about 10 years old, at my cousins house when I first watched HanaDan. In reality i did not want to watch, i thought it was boring, bc i was used only to animes, and for me, real people movin would be weird. However, once I started, I could not stop anymore, and, obviously, I felt in love with MatsuJun (who would not?).
At this moment, I'm 19, so, this love lasted 9 years. It is almost half of my age. Even I can not believe in this.
Obviously, he is not my ichiban anymore, but he does not change my love for him, he is someone that I really respect and admire, and he was the "path" to my current ichiban.
After watching HanaDan, I searched for him, who was he, I'm just an actor? I wanted to know everything about him, and following this flow I found Arashi. I liked it, but it was not something that I would put a lot of comfort in, until I was 14 when I downloaded it in LiveJournal their live dvd Popcorn from 2012. I felt in a frenetic teenager love. After lives, tv programs, pv's, doramas and such things I ended being in love with Nino, which didn't lowered my love for the others, I just liked him more.
Arashi is my reason to be in LJ, and like the quote above, my love for them isn't changeless, but whenever I remember, my heart yearns for it.
This is my first and last post in english (the following will be in portuguese), i'm not good at this, so i'm sorry for the bad spelling <3
思い出す度 焦がれる胸」means “I understand this is not something that can stay forever and ever unchanging. Whenever I remember, my heart yearns for you" it's a quote from Shunsetsu No Koro from the GazettE song and it’s exactly what I felt about it, my first love.
I was about 10 years old, at my cousins house when I first watched HanaDan. In reality i did not want to watch, i thought it was boring, bc i was used only to animes, and for me, real people movin would be weird. However, once I started, I could not stop anymore, and, obviously, I felt in love with MatsuJun (who would not?).
At this moment, I'm 19, so, this love lasted 9 years. It is almost half of my age. Even I can not believe in this.
Obviously, he is not my ichiban anymore, but he does not change my love for him, he is someone that I really respect and admire, and he was the "path" to my current ichiban.
After watching HanaDan, I searched for him, who was he, I'm just an actor? I wanted to know everything about him, and following this flow I found Arashi. I liked it, but it was not something that I would put a lot of comfort in, until I was 14 when I downloaded it in LiveJournal their live dvd Popcorn from 2012. I felt in a frenetic teenager love. After lives, tv programs, pv's, doramas and such things I ended being in love with Nino, which didn't lowered my love for the others, I just liked him more.
Arashi is my reason to be in LJ, and like the quote above, my love for them isn't changeless, but whenever I remember, my heart yearns for it.
This is my first and last post in english (the following will be in portuguese), i'm not good at this, so i'm sorry for the bad spelling <3
