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[laruejg05]

the start of my week was one of the shittiest starts you could ever think of
well, its not really mega bad, but its pretty bad
1. one of my closest friend's relationship came to an end
and 2. i got fired today from bp
fuckin gay
so now i have to find another job

but on the plus side
i have an xbox 360, kinda
me and shane are splitting the cost of everything
classes are ending soon
but then i have to go this spring

despite getting fired and having to re-live a nightmare
i can finally say that i am happy
i realized that i can be happy being single
having a g/f is just a plus to it
i have also decided instead of pursuing people
i should let them come to me
if it dont happen
i wont care

i have been looking at many things at a different persepctive lately
for instance, me getting fired
me getting fired = no more 12-8 shifts
no more 12-8 shifts = more sleep for me
more sleep for me = happiness
although
me getting fired = no money
as long as i got golfing, friends, and gaming
im happy