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I'm becoming an introvert again.
My time up here started out well, but has progressively gone downhill since last week. Sometimes it just hits me that the days of spending the night at Jan's house and visiting Mike at the gas station are over. I'm not among people who can understand me anymore. It's like being in a desert. There's no one to love. I'm sort of folding up inside myself. And i itch all the time, for no reason.
On a lighter note, i pierced my rook the other day....really painless, suprisingly. I thought it was gonna hurt like a bitch, but it was very mild. And it's not even that sore....it's sort of in an out-of-the way spot, so i can roll over on that ear in the night and not wake up screaming. And I'm going thrifting with my stepmom tomorrow. (My mom calls and asks if i wanna do something this weekend, because we have a long weekend, and i tell her, "No...I'm going shopping with Karen, sorry." Eheheheh. Excellent.) I'm also planning to pierce my sternum sometime this weekend.....if i can't get the longer barbell i want, i'm just gonna do a cleavage piercing. It will be hot.
Love to everyone. Smoke one for moi.
My time up here started out well, but has progressively gone downhill since last week. Sometimes it just hits me that the days of spending the night at Jan's house and visiting Mike at the gas station are over. I'm not among people who can understand me anymore. It's like being in a desert. There's no one to love. I'm sort of folding up inside myself. And i itch all the time, for no reason.
On a lighter note, i pierced my rook the other day....really painless, suprisingly. I thought it was gonna hurt like a bitch, but it was very mild. And it's not even that sore....it's sort of in an out-of-the way spot, so i can roll over on that ear in the night and not wake up screaming. And I'm going thrifting with my stepmom tomorrow. (My mom calls and asks if i wanna do something this weekend, because we have a long weekend, and i tell her, "No...I'm going shopping with Karen, sorry." Eheheheh. Excellent.) I'm also planning to pierce my sternum sometime this weekend.....if i can't get the longer barbell i want, i'm just gonna do a cleavage piercing. It will be hot.
Love to everyone. Smoke one for moi.