Dec 24, 2007 00:50
Hello Friends,
Its me Larry.
So lets talk about me for a minute.
Im not doing so hot.
mentally I feel like Im breaking down.
I am once again a stranger in my own life, where I sense friends are growing ever more distant and my own existence seems more a folly than an actuality.
I now sit 12 days from the day that had been designated as my wedding day.
How is one to deal with emotions that they have repressed, cried over, brought up, put down, throw around and ignored and still are there?
Well, I have found myself in the bosom of the grand hearth that is the home, and no matter how long I have been gone I find a strange comfort here. Though my life has brought me to amazing places I still find myself most comfortable here.
Now I am faced with being single still after all this time, and I find that I have bigger problems.
My pending Iraq deployment hangs heavy on my heart, but today I shall not do anything byt enjoy the moment.
Live Life. Laugh Hard. Buy the T-Shirt of life's destinations.
What you are in life is often all you have.
and You character can be all that most people ever know of you.
And I hope to be remembered as a good man.
Larry Krusieski