A fond farewell to a friend.
everything thats been going on as of late is so dumb.
Im officially separating myself from the people I just really dont care to be around anymore. Im not going to be over Sallys apt for a while, even though I love Sally. and I love Angela. and I love Missy.
When my mom got home today, I was watching television in the living room. She said "Hi" and looked at me, and saw that my eyes are so swollen (from crying like a baby last night). She immediately though I just got too fucked up last night. Then she realized I was really really upset, and started to ask what was wrong, and I really wish that I could have talked to her about it all. My mom is cool, but not cool enough to tell her that her other daughter is doing coke like its going out of style.
Im sure people think Im making this into a bigger deal than it is, but i really dont think i am. they just cant see my point of view because they are all coked out of their minds.
Im officially separating myself from the people I just really dont care to be around anymore. Im not going to be over Sallys apt for a while, even though I love Sally. and I love Angela. and I love Missy.
When my mom got home today, I was watching television in the living room. She said "Hi" and looked at me, and saw that my eyes are so swollen (from crying like a baby last night). She immediately though I just got too fucked up last night. Then she realized I was really really upset, and started to ask what was wrong, and I really wish that I could have talked to her about it all. My mom is cool, but not cool enough to tell her that her other daughter is doing coke like its going out of style.
Im sure people think Im making this into a bigger deal than it is, but i really dont think i am. they just cant see my point of view because they are all coked out of their minds.