Apr 03, 2006 23:28
I am dropping you into the middle. I have never been good at beginnings, and definately not much better at the ends. Thats Why I will end this note tomorrow. But I think that that is okay because the middle is what holds the essence. When you write a paper, you open with something amazing, so the person will keep reading and get to the essence. But here, I am starting with the middle, which is simply my beginning. But what a paradox it is, because me talking about beginnings and middles and ends is not the essence at all, its only my beginning. And as we enter the middle, you find yourself still reading.
I guess I Welcome you to my essence.
They say once you get started its easy to keep going, but I don't know even where to begin. It is obviously late, and it would be most beneficial for me to sleep, but that would just put an end to the day, and how can I let that happen when it has only just begun.
I have just started to realize all the great things that I have. I truly believe that everyone holds something great, whether its a person, an interest, or just their own beliefs. But despite this popularity, It has sadly become a fashion to take these things for granted. I ask all of you who read this to think about what you have and even more so what you have had.
I quess when it comes down to it, I consider myself this wallflower. Someone that is still thankful when sitting by themselves. Tomorrow will be hard, for reasons I only know, but tomorrow I will be thankful. Thankful there's a tomorrow.
This flower is not sad, as you may all suspect. This flower is enthralled with the days before tomorrow. But as all wallflowers do, they resort to who they were, but that doesn't mean they've never learned from their turn towards the world. Tomorrow I will turn back to find myself faced against this wall, but someday I will be brave, and dance among this crowd.