Work
(Note: This is a venting post.)
I sacrifice So much just for my job. To keep people happy I will sacrifice my own good times just to keep everyone satisfied and working smoothly. It's so ridiculous! This will be the first time in a few weeks that I've worked someone else's shift (Thank you Kailey for picking up at least part of it) but I hate the way it sucks away my entire time-off pretty much.
Originally we were going to go out this weekend.
Now.. It's a nothing day, because I have to be back at work tomorrow afternoon. It's frickin brutal. Working every day of the week, and to what end? To make the REST of my week run smoothly.
Don't get me wrong.. I love sleeping in every day, but it's getting a little estranged to only see my husband right before he goes to bed. Inevitably I work while he has nothing to do but twiddle his thumbs, and he works while I sleep. I'm off while he sleeps.. its a vicious cycle, and I don't think it'll ever be corrected at this point.. because who wants to fight with people so I can work day shifts? I mean honestly.. is it really worth all that hassle? In October I will have been with Walgreens for 2 years.. I know that's awhile away, but I don't see myself going anywhere. It's just strange how in that space of time they've made me believe that I've done things for my benefit...
I've taken the evening shifts for my benefit.. because I like to sleep in and not see my family. I have had the weekends off for a month straight now.. that's also for my benefit because I can't party on any other day (wth?). I like working 10 hour shifts.
WHATEVER. It's all unpalatable.. but then again.. isn't it usually?
I sacrifice So much just for my job. To keep people happy I will sacrifice my own good times just to keep everyone satisfied and working smoothly. It's so ridiculous! This will be the first time in a few weeks that I've worked someone else's shift (Thank you Kailey for picking up at least part of it) but I hate the way it sucks away my entire time-off pretty much.
Originally we were going to go out this weekend.
Now.. It's a nothing day, because I have to be back at work tomorrow afternoon. It's frickin brutal. Working every day of the week, and to what end? To make the REST of my week run smoothly.
Don't get me wrong.. I love sleeping in every day, but it's getting a little estranged to only see my husband right before he goes to bed. Inevitably I work while he has nothing to do but twiddle his thumbs, and he works while I sleep. I'm off while he sleeps.. its a vicious cycle, and I don't think it'll ever be corrected at this point.. because who wants to fight with people so I can work day shifts? I mean honestly.. is it really worth all that hassle? In October I will have been with Walgreens for 2 years.. I know that's awhile away, but I don't see myself going anywhere. It's just strange how in that space of time they've made me believe that I've done things for my benefit...
I've taken the evening shifts for my benefit.. because I like to sleep in and not see my family. I have had the weekends off for a month straight now.. that's also for my benefit because I can't party on any other day (wth?). I like working 10 hour shifts.
WHATEVER. It's all unpalatable.. but then again.. isn't it usually?