Sep 23, 2002 23:24
Some things are easier said then done. I need to tell my best friend/roomate that I want to move my relationship to the next level with my boyfriend. I want to move in with him come december which is when we have our rent paid up to. People tell me to just say it, just do it. But I feel that it is easier said then done. I don't know why I can't do it, I just can't. I could use the same old tatic I always use with Dwayne..which is IM, but it's much harder now since we live in the same place. Before we could fight it out and be best friends again when we saw each other...this is different. I don't want him to feel that I am leaving him just because, I don't want him to be upset with me. I know he has a right b/c I am moving out and he has to do something after that, but I don't want to him to be mad b/c I am taking this relationship to the next level. I am doing this b/c I need to know if this is truely meant to be for the rest of my life. I feel that it is, but I need to proof, I guess.
Anyway, had a really great weekend. Went to this awesome club called Banana Joe's..it was so cool. We went after the reception. My mother was trashed and went with us. Man, she is a riot. Chad got the spend the weekend with my family, which made me happy. I like to see them all getting along :) Well I better read and head to bed. Toodles!!