Shit!
I always thought Robb one of the ITC technicians at school was cute. This week I made him my ‘reason to be cheerful’ as eye candy to brighten up my crappy days at school and as I had never had a proper conversation with him other than tell him my name and choose my password we say hi and bye was cool, I didn’t really like him.
Realised today I have started walking the long way to classes hoping to see him on the way. There was a fire drill this morning (while Anna and I were giving a highly educational P.E lesson of crash mat relay racing... I kid you not!) the whole school evacuated to top field and he was there all smily and chatty and not shivering even though was freezing and he had no coat on... erm yes.
Anyway alarm bells rang, realised I like him a bit more than I had planned and I really don’t want to really, really like someone at school so when my password stopped working this afternoon I asked the other technician Aladdin to fix it, he couldn’t so I had to wait for Robb, I did and when he came in he was not a happy bunny. Long story but the system had a problem last week and when fixed had wiped 24hrs of vital data that now has to be redone. He is being blamed for it and had just had a disciplinary with the head, he wasn’t happy and angry that he didn’t stick up for himself more and let them make him the scapegoat... we talked a bit more, he is only 21... I am not comfortable having such lust for such a young boy... granted I am only 24 but still he could have only turned 21 last week, and I will be 25 in April, he is only a shade past jailbait!
He is VERY cute though. 6 ft 2”, short brown hair, nice teeth and smile, and as I found out today hazel eyes. Deep-ish voice, no accent of sorts, fairly well spoken... cute as hell and now fancied by me, Vicky (1 half of the Drama department, the other half being Paul who has just started sort of seeing Anna the other half of my department) most of the girls in years 7,8,9,10 and 11... this is bleak. He probably has a girlfriend already, is too cute not to.
Anna has forced me into going to the staff xmas meal, no I don’t mean she bugged me till I said yes, she bugged me, I still said no so she put my name down, paid the deposit and choose what I would have off the menu.
So now I want to find out if Robb is going and if so who with...
Shitting hell, is very sweet liking someone, butterflies when you see them and all that crap but is also stressful and has the potential to be heartbreaking and very painful.
Realised today I have started walking the long way to classes hoping to see him on the way. There was a fire drill this morning (while Anna and I were giving a highly educational P.E lesson of crash mat relay racing... I kid you not!) the whole school evacuated to top field and he was there all smily and chatty and not shivering even though was freezing and he had no coat on... erm yes.
Anyway alarm bells rang, realised I like him a bit more than I had planned and I really don’t want to really, really like someone at school so when my password stopped working this afternoon I asked the other technician Aladdin to fix it, he couldn’t so I had to wait for Robb, I did and when he came in he was not a happy bunny. Long story but the system had a problem last week and when fixed had wiped 24hrs of vital data that now has to be redone. He is being blamed for it and had just had a disciplinary with the head, he wasn’t happy and angry that he didn’t stick up for himself more and let them make him the scapegoat... we talked a bit more, he is only 21... I am not comfortable having such lust for such a young boy... granted I am only 24 but still he could have only turned 21 last week, and I will be 25 in April, he is only a shade past jailbait!
He is VERY cute though. 6 ft 2”, short brown hair, nice teeth and smile, and as I found out today hazel eyes. Deep-ish voice, no accent of sorts, fairly well spoken... cute as hell and now fancied by me, Vicky (1 half of the Drama department, the other half being Paul who has just started sort of seeing Anna the other half of my department) most of the girls in years 7,8,9,10 and 11... this is bleak. He probably has a girlfriend already, is too cute not to.
Anna has forced me into going to the staff xmas meal, no I don’t mean she bugged me till I said yes, she bugged me, I still said no so she put my name down, paid the deposit and choose what I would have off the menu.
So now I want to find out if Robb is going and if so who with...
Shitting hell, is very sweet liking someone, butterflies when you see them and all that crap but is also stressful and has the potential to be heartbreaking and very painful.